What happens when Gloria doesn't stay put?

Hello people,

Nothing much hapenned this week....except for a few things. Most of my friends are done with school and work full time while I'm still at home waiting to for school to start again. So I got an email from school regarding this whole issue. We are going back to class on August 27 but the amount of time spent for each courses will be increased. Let's say I have a class which should begin at 9h to 12h, it would end at 13h instead. >_> Really? Then I have a class on sunday... If only you looked at my face, you would see my jaw on the floor cursing at the somputer screen at the same time. Not cool! So our winter semester should finish by the end of September and then the autumn semester would start right away to end few days before X-Mas. The schedule of my autumn semester consists also of classes of 4 hours instead of 3. This means I will have less time to go men hunting, less time for shopping, and less time for my friends. @_@ ...nah just kidding! :) But the bright side of it is the fact that I should graduate next spring! XD No more school forever! I will finally find myself a job and my first purchase will be a Docomo cellphone!!!! I always wanted one! I'm sure you guys must be thinking: 'Hmmm...Gloria, it's just a cellphone!'. I know...but it has always been my dream to have it. Anyways, let's move on to the main topic! :3

When I can't stay put, I always end up donig something bad unconsciously or maybe it is just pure coincidence. So I was in the bathroom having a facial mask. it is those mask that removes the dirts and cleans deep in the pores. My skin would feel so soft afterwards. Anyways, I had to wait at least 10 minutes before washing it away. So I had my music on with my big headphones. I was swirling the cord really fast...I know...it almost sounds like I'm a child. Then I felt like the cord hit something and when I looked I was like: '....I'm so screwed...'.

Believe it or not, this is my mom's favourite plant that she loved dearly! The tip of the leave broke off!!!! @_@ Just look at it! It's a huge chunk that's missing. I looked right and left. Nobody's here! I turned the plant around and mom didn't notice anything! xD Damn I'm so lucky!

I'm having my practice exam for my driving licence. Finally, mom will stop bugging me. Oh yeah, I still hate driving. So I was practicing driving the other night in an empty parking lot. So why in a parking lot? To practice how to park the car! Duh! :D So I was here with my mom for an hour and we decided to go home. So on our way leaving the place, there was a few cars parked there. So I had the super bright idea to practice one last time next a random car. So I drove next to it, stopped the car, and checked if there was someone in it. No! There's nobody on the driver's seat...oh wait a minute..I saw something moving at the backseat... OMG! x_x It's a girl and she was kissing her boyfriend. Mom says that she was sitting on her boyfriend....oh my goodness. As soon as she saw me, she went to the side and hid there. I just drove away. Were they humping? I have absolutely no clue and I don't want to know either. It was so awkward.

That's it! I hope you guys enjoyed your weekend. Bye! :)

Class 101 parenting

Hello readers,

I know I don't have any children so I am not in a position to criticize how other parents raise their children. But I believe that I know some basic knowledge of what to do and not. Of course accidents happen but you can avoid all that by being more careful.

Why am I saying all of this? Because I witnessed something few weekends ago. I went to visit my cousin at Beloeil. I remember the weather to be incredibly hot that day. So my aunt suggested me and my mom to go for a walk outside. So we went out there and walked. Explaining with words the situation is just to complicated so you all have the luxury to have me drawing for you.

I know I'm not good at drawing but just enjoy it ok? =_= So this was the situation. While we were walking north, we saw a group of 4 people which included one pregnant woman, two children of 4-5 years old on their bicycles, and another woman. So one of the child drew off from from the sidewalk and ....I am not sure what he was attempting. His head was tilted down and he seems very focused on something. So he sort of went into the direction of the street. That's when a car was coming. Don't worry! There was no bloodshed or splattered brain. The driver must of seen the little guy. The car literally slowed down and stopped completely...causing a traffic. Five seconds (not half a second) later, that's when the mother yelled at her child: 'HEEEY!'. The kid came back to the sidewalk and the cars went when the road was clear. I mean...it took her 5 seconds to realize the situation her child was in. What the hell?  That 5 seconds could have taken the life of that child away. She began to scold the child: 'YOU NEVER DRIVE YOUR BICYLE TOWARDS THE CARS! HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I TOLD YOU?'. I thought the whole thing was ridiculous. Am I the only one who thinks this is wrong? I really wanted to talk to the mother to tell her the way I think but I thought that it's none of my business but I could of at least save the lives of those chilren. These are what I woudl tell her:

1. Why walking in the same direction the car is coming? Go walk on the other side of sidewalk. You will have a betetr view of when the cars will be coming. Seriously....this is really basic.

2. Being a parent is not a hobby. People often say it's a full time job. If you have children, take it more seriously. How can it take 5 seconds to realize that the child is in danger? You reflexes must be quick. If you can't handle all of this, let your children do their activities in a park or in the backyard.

3. So you are pregnant...and how will you handle your second child when you nearly failed with the first one?

Don't bet on luck for your children to get out of it alive if you are that careless. These are children...they are not full adults. That's why parents must give them advices and guide them in life. Am I to harsh? I'm sorry if I have insulted anyone who raise their children this way. But you'd better be harsh on yourself before it's to late than regretting afterwards for not doing things properly. My mom would block the electrical plugs, would keep me away from libraries, put away any sharp objects, always take my hand walking no matter where we go, and the list goes on. Alright! Enough with my rambling! So have a great weekend! :)

Oups I did it again!

Hello people,

Here is a quick update about myself. Well...I'm still trying to put my life back together. It's not easy for anyone but I believe that we all go through a certain drama in life one day. We all make mistakes which isn't that bad because mistakes are being done unintentionally. You want an example? I remember when I bent to flush the toilet and something fell in there from my pockets. =_= Ewww! I had to grab that object, which I can't remember, with my hand. *shrugs* Or the time when I went to Rawdon with Thany. He asked me to keep his glasses for him so I put it in my pockets. We went near the waterfall and then his glasses fell from my pockets, slid on the rock, and went into the waterfall. @_@ We waited for at least 20 minutes thinkg that maybe it would float on the water...somehow but it was useless. So I needed those two situations to learn my lesson. I don't put anything in my pockets anymore and everything goes into my purse.

Now let's talk about making bad decisions. This is different from making mistakes because you had a choice to make. Want an example as well? My mom wanted me to be a doctor so bad that I went into health science during college. My grades weren't enough so it's already a sign that I'm not destined to be a doctor. My mom was always walking behind me with a knife on my back. So that's when I went into biochemistry in order to have a chance to go into med school afterwards....that was a big mistake. Not only I have wasted my money and time on it, but I hated it with a pure passion. I realize about in what nutcase situation I got myself into so I changed everything for actuarial science which I had no clue what it was about. But the good thing about this is the fact that I learned something which you can refer to my last post. Do something for yourself and not for the others. Your future is in your hands. Mom and dad won't be around forever so nobody will be there for you. Anyway, the main point is what I've done for myself after I knew biochemistry wasn't good for me. I stirred my life into a different direction. That's all! I am going to be honest. I did cry from regret. It's true that I live well and comfortably but I do a lot of saving for my studies. The people I knew are mostly married and have children. What have I accomplished? Nothing yet. But then I asked myself why I have to waste my time on regret? I could punch the wall, cry, tear my mom's favourite dress, kick my grandma's orange tree, etc..but it's not going to change anything. So I decided to do my best. I can't get my money nor my time back but all I can do is to walk forward until my body rots away. So you people should stop crying your eyes out and just move on. Some would say Get Over It! XD

Somtimes we stare so long at a door that is closing that we see too late the one that is open ~ Alexander Graham Bell

Love yourself and f*ck the others!

I am really tired today. I played badmington with my friends yesterday and my body was aching since this morning. So I went shopping with a friend today at the mall and she met a friend of her working at in certain store. They smiled and hugged each other. They started to talk and she told my friend Love yourself and fuck the others! Wow! That was...pretty straight forward. The statement is bold but it's the truth. It's the truth buth it hurts.

Why such statement? Because people never do it. We always care what other people think. We always torture ourself to please the others. That being said, I remember when I studied in biochemistry because my parents wanted me to be in the science field. I remember when I looked myself in the mirror and tried to look pretty because my ex told me that I must use make up. I remember when my dad told me that I should lose weight because I am fat. I remember when my grandmother scolded me for coming too late at home. I remember when my uncle told her daughter Don't walk with her because she is a bad influence! right after I was talking to a male friend from high school. We want to look good from the outside. We want to be perfect. Our parents want us to be someone grandiose. They want us to shine. They want us to be someone to envy. They want us to be the role model to the others. They want us to be number 1...the best of the best. This ideology has been chiped in our brain that it matters to us soo much what the others think about us. If i stink, i won't have friends. I will never find myself a husband if I'm not well dressed. Unfortunately, I am not perfect. I was going to be perfect but I made mistakes. Why do we care so much about what other people think? We are fearing something which is absolutely nothing. Well I'm sorry everyone but like I've said, I'm not perfect. I can't please everyone and I don't give a fuck. We are who we are. I tried to please and make happy the people around me. I have sacrificed a lot just to be perfect. I gave away a lot for the others. So what have I done for myself? What have I done to make ME happy? When the day of no tomorrow will come, all there will be is regret and bitterness. So love yourself and really fuck the others. Of course, freedom goes to a certain limit. There are times and situations when you can't do whatever you want and be selfish.

Today I will sacrifice things not for others but for myself. I am going to school to finish my degree because I want to be proud of myself. I will exercise beause I want to be healthy. I won't use any makes because I don't like it. i will talk to whoever I want whenever I want. I want to make my own decisions. I don't want anybody to tell me what to do or decide of my own life. I hope all of you can live the life that you want because it is the biggest luxury you can have.

It’s better to be a crow rather than being a trapped bird in a cage...~Crow Zero

Weekend quickie!

Hi everyone,

So my dad called me last friday to tell me that my cousin will get married last saturday. Long story short, I got his cellphone number and I called him to say congratulations. I couldn't keep in touch with him eversince I moved away. So when I called, he was really happy that I called and he invited me for his wedding and of course I said yes. Everything it was soo sudden and it was around 10h30 pm when I talked to him. So what was the plan? I called my dad and we agreed to wait each other at montreal and my uncle would pick both of us. But you see, I had to take the subway in order to meet him.........@_@ That was completely insane. I didn't care much on the spot.

So this is what i looked like the next morning.

Nice picture huh? So my mom dropped me at the subway station...and I was like: 'Oh my goodness!'. Everyone was looking at me. It was sooo embarassing. I took the subway and I just tried to focus myself elsewhere. lol It was just weird to take the subway to go to a wedding. Holy crap! But the wedding was fun. The ceremony was held at a catholic church and everything went smoothly. It was hot though. I think it was 38 degrees celcius beause of the humidity. So you see me in that picture sitting quietly but in reality i was :'Mom! Hurry up! My ass is burning!'. Anyway, on my way back, I had to take the subway again and it was worsed because there were more people taking the subway in the afternoon. lol I will always remember this but i do not regret it. I feel that I have reconnected myself with my family and it's awesome.

It is humid today as well and I didn't feel like going out but my mom wanted to buy something at Wal Mart so she wanted me to go with her. I declined but she would poke me until i dropped dead so i said yes... =_= So she bought her stuff and i went to the sport section. I know I'm not fat but I wanted to work on those flabby arms. So I bought dumbbells! They were cheap and affordable so i was happy. There were different sizes: 2, 4, or 5lb.

Mom: Buy the smallest ones.

Me: ...How can I lose weight if I use the light one? *lifts the 5lb one*

Mom: that's way to heavy.

Me: *tries to lift it back and forth and then picks the 4lb instead*

Mom: >_>

Me: *lifts it back and forth and then picks the 2lb instead* ok! Let's go!

Mom: =_=

Lol! But I will train seriously. I want to do something positive for myself and look better! :)

There you go! That's the picture of the dumbbells. See? I'm not bluffing! :D So I hope you enjoyed your weekend and I'll write again soon! Bye!

Ted

Hi everyone,

Before I tell you guys what I did last night, I must rewind a little to the past and tell you what happened. So here we go!

Me and my friends planned to watch the movie Ted last week at 7h30 pm at downtown.

Look at it! It's sooo cute!!! How can you miss such movie where a teddy bear is among the living? If you didn't watch the trailer by now, you should defenitely check it out. Anyway, the tickets were sold out when we got there. So one of my friends was like 'Ok! Let's watch the one at 8pm which should be the next one on schedule.' Guess what hapenned! It was sold out as well.  -_- So all 6 of us went at the old port of Montreal instead and we ate at...The Keg. The steakhouse was actually good. I just ordered an appetizer because I ate from home so I wasn't hungry. My friend made me taste a piece of his steak though and it's amazing. I will probably go back when I'll have more money in my pocket! :)

The second attempt to watch Ted was yesterday. We were finally able to watch the movie! I must say that it is absolutely cute!!! A must watch! There were some parts that were ok but I really enjoyed it overall. It's just soooo cute that I just want to kidnap Ted and bring him home with me. That being said, if Ted will be sold in stores, I would buy it! @_@ At the end of the movie, some of the viewers even clapped. So that's enough for today! Have a great evening people :D

Being drift away...

I couldn't sleep until it was really late last night. I couldn't help but to think about my future. The fact that I have nothing planned terrifies me. I still have a year of school left, I will get my degree, and then I am going to work. But then what? What makes me happy is setting myself a goal to achieve or something to keep me waiting to live. What do I want to do after I am done studying?

It feels like I am on a cliff and a huge tide of emotions was coming towards me. It took me away and I was drowned in those emotions last night. It went into my mouth, my nose, and my ears. Since I don't know how to swim, I was moving my arms and legs randomly for the surface but I was still stuck in there. It took me a while to understand myself and what was going on.

I watched a german movie long time ago but I forgot the title. It was the story of a wealthy man who was overprotective to his daugther. His mansion was like paradise where everything was beautiful and joyful. She was always inside that place since she was born and her father forbid her to leave that place no matter what. She asked him why she can't leave and he explained that the real world outside would only hurt her. He loved her dearly and wanted to protect her from any harm. Years later, the father became ill and passed away. That's when there was no barrier to her and she finally went outside for her first time. She is naive and innocent. Can she survive into the real world? Throughout her life, it was only pain and misery. She naively fell in love with a womanizer. Soon after the wedding, he would abuse her physically and have mistresses. She became pregnant and as her son grew up, he became a drug addict and would also hurt her mother to get money in order to buy his drug.

I didn't live under the same circumstances as her but we are somehow really similar. I was naive and innocent thinking the world is not all that bad. Then I realized that I was wrong. There was a psycho who killed a student and sent his body parts everywhere and then there was necrophilia? Women are still used and abused. Young children are missing and nobody knows what happen to them.  In the 21st century, sex is nothing more but a hobby and activity. A woman can now take more than a partner and vice versa for men. Some humans even have animal fetish. It has become so gross that it makes me want to puke. Bodies are just lumps of meat where you chew and spit it out if no good. Where is the love and passion? None of that is important anymore. Have we become animals? Today's youth is just a debauchery where children babble bad words when they are suppose to babble their multiplications. Where are the good manners? None of that is important. We have those skanks who walk naked during the student strike and soon she would become the teacher of your toddler. Does it matter? No it doesn't. A girl drops a credit card. What do you do? That person over there picks it up and puts it in his /her pocket. Someone forgot his iphone in the subway. You erase his number and put yours. Where is the goodness? We lie to make ourself look good. We put the blames on everyone else. No need for responsability.I walk in circle and what I see are the 7 sins: lust, gluttony, greed, wrath, sloth, pride, and envy. I see it everywhere. I keep walking in circle for hope and I am getting dizzy. I don't want to look around anymore. Everything is done in excess. Where's moderation? Nowhere. Go on! Drink a baril of alcohol a day! Smoke 20 cigarettes! F*ck any holes you find! Do it until your body falls apart. The world has gone mad. The sun rise on the west not the east. WHERE IS DIGNITY? WHAT IS DIGNITY? THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT DIGNITY IS!!! WHO CARES??? Well......I do care.

If this is how the world truly is, I am not going to be part of it. I do believe that there's a minority that lives in this world and do believe in goodness and dignity. I want to believe there's hope. I want to believe that someone will help me to get out from that tide of emotions and smile at me genuinely.

Mama, Papa, and friends, thank you for caring for me. I will live on and won't disappoint you. Thank you for loving me.

I feel much better now because I have now accepted how the world is and I am prepared for what is to come. Life is a tide of emotions.

Fireworks!

Hello folks,

I went out with a group of friends last night and I really enjoyed it. :) We were supposed to meet at the mogolian hot pot, Little Sheep, around 7pm. What is a hot pot? For those who never tried it, you are missing something.

You have a hot stove on the table where you can boil your favourite raw ingredients in it: lamb, beef, pork, chicken, and a large selection of vegetables. The price is set at 20$ on weekend but it's a great experience overall despite the high price. It's good once in a while. @_@ Isabelle won't be to please to learn that I am indulging myself again. But no worry! I eat outside occasionally only. I think we began to eat around 7h30 and we finished around 9h30 for my friends to finish eating. I was full but it felt somehow heavy. A friend ordered sake. I am not a drinker but one of them insisted me to drink. Should I or not? ...Why not? When we finally left the restaurant, we went at the Old Port of Montreal to watch the fireworks. Those flamboyant sparks are lit every saturday in Montreal from end of June to end of July. We got there in time and it was an excellent spot to watch! :D

The theme was Japan and it was beautiful. I am going back for sure. When it was finally over, we went to China Town for a bubble tea and we chatted until midnight. It was as if I was back to high school since most of them were my classmates. So that was my day.