Love yourself and f*ck the others!

I am really tired today. I played badmington with my friends yesterday and my body was aching since this morning. So I went shopping with a friend today at the mall and she met a friend of her working at in certain store. They smiled and hugged each other. They started to talk and she told my friend Love yourself and fuck the others! Wow! That was...pretty straight forward. The statement is bold but it's the truth. It's the truth buth it hurts.

Why such statement? Because people never do it. We always care what other people think. We always torture ourself to please the others. That being said, I remember when I studied in biochemistry because my parents wanted me to be in the science field. I remember when I looked myself in the mirror and tried to look pretty because my ex told me that I must use make up. I remember when my dad told me that I should lose weight because I am fat. I remember when my grandmother scolded me for coming too late at home. I remember when my uncle told her daughter Don't walk with her because she is a bad influence! right after I was talking to a male friend from high school. We want to look good from the outside. We want to be perfect. Our parents want us to be someone grandiose. They want us to shine. They want us to be someone to envy. They want us to be the role model to the others. They want us to be number 1...the best of the best. This ideology has been chiped in our brain that it matters to us soo much what the others think about us. If i stink, i won't have friends. I will never find myself a husband if I'm not well dressed. Unfortunately, I am not perfect. I was going to be perfect but I made mistakes. Why do we care so much about what other people think? We are fearing something which is absolutely nothing. Well I'm sorry everyone but like I've said, I'm not perfect. I can't please everyone and I don't give a fuck. We are who we are. I tried to please and make happy the people around me. I have sacrificed a lot just to be perfect. I gave away a lot for the others. So what have I done for myself? What have I done to make ME happy? When the day of no tomorrow will come, all there will be is regret and bitterness. So love yourself and really fuck the others. Of course, freedom goes to a certain limit. There are times and situations when you can't do whatever you want and be selfish.

Today I will sacrifice things not for others but for myself. I am going to school to finish my degree because I want to be proud of myself. I will exercise beause I want to be healthy. I won't use any makes because I don't like it. i will talk to whoever I want whenever I want. I want to make my own decisions. I don't want anybody to tell me what to do or decide of my own life. I hope all of you can live the life that you want because it is the biggest luxury you can have.

It’s better to be a crow rather than being a trapped bird in a cage...~Crow Zero