Here is a quick update about myself. Well...I'm still trying to put my life back together. It's not easy for anyone but I believe that we all go through a certain drama in life one day. We all make mistakes which isn't that bad because mistakes are being done unintentionally. You want an example? I remember when I bent to flush the toilet and something fell in there from my pockets. =_= Ewww! I had to grab that object, which I can't remember, with my hand. *shrugs* Or the time when I went to Rawdon with Thany. He asked me to keep his glasses for him so I put it in my pockets. We went near the waterfall and then his glasses fell from my pockets, slid on the rock, and went into the waterfall. @_@ We waited for at least 20 minutes thinkg that maybe it would float on the water...somehow but it was useless. So I needed those two situations to learn my lesson. I don't put anything in my pockets anymore and everything goes into my purse.
Now let's talk about making bad decisions. This is different from making mistakes because you had a choice to make. Want an example as well? My mom wanted me to be a doctor so bad that I went into health science during college. My grades weren't enough so it's already a sign that I'm not destined to be a doctor. My mom was always walking behind me with a knife on my back. So that's when I went into biochemistry in order to have a chance to go into med school afterwards....that was a big mistake. Not only I have wasted my money and time on it, but I hated it with a pure passion. I realize about in what nutcase situation I got myself into so I changed everything for actuarial science which I had no clue what it was about. But the good thing about this is the fact that I learned something which you can refer to my last post. Do something for yourself and not for the others. Your future is in your hands. Mom and dad won't be around forever so nobody will be there for you. Anyway, the main point is what I've done for myself after I knew biochemistry wasn't good for me. I stirred my life into a different direction. That's all! I am going to be honest. I did cry from regret. It's true that I live well and comfortably but I do a lot of saving for my studies. The people I knew are mostly married and have children. What have I accomplished? Nothing yet. But then I asked myself why I have to waste my time on regret? I could punch the wall, cry, tear my mom's favourite dress, kick my grandma's orange tree, etc..but it's not going to change anything. So I decided to do my best. I can't get my money nor my time back but all I can do is to walk forward until my body rots away. So you people should stop crying your eyes out and just move on. Some would say Get Over It! XD
Somtimes we stare so long at a door that is closing that we see too late the one that is open ~ Alexander Graham Bell
Somtimes we stare so long at a door that is closing that we see too late the one that is open ~ Alexander Graham Bell
I did the biggest mistake of my life not too long ago, still regret it. i would give everything i got for a time machine but a few dollars in my bank account is not enough lol.
ReplyDeleteThat was not a mistake but a wrong decision. Cheer up and read Graham Bell's quotation :)
Deleteje sais, je suis plus positive qu'avant , pas besoin de graham bell hahaha . jai un but en tete, et je compte donner mon 110%. on verra par la suite.
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