Evil Dead!!!!

Hello Everyone,

I'm sorry I didn't write anything lately. I got a little busy with friends and family. Unfortunately, this trend will continue for the next 3 weeks because of my exams. I'll try my best to keep things up. So What hapenned lately? Let's start with thursday. I made a promise with god and the high spiritual beings that I would give food away fto homeless people. So I bought Banh Mi sandwiches.

 

 

This is vietnamese sandwiches. They put many types of ham in there and shredded vegetables. It's filling and really tasty. The best part of it is that sandwhich being really cheap. Each would cost aroud 2.75$. Anyways, let's go back to our subject. I bought many of these to give away but when the time came to give it, that's when the problem occured. I mean it's supposed to be easy. Instead of giving money to them, you give them food instead. But I simply froze. -_- I approched two homeless people and instead of stopping, I just continued walking. lol What was wrong with me? It's ok! I will give it to the next one. Then I spot one but he was sleeping.  Oh great! Should I just leave it next to him? If I do, he might just leave it there or forget to look around. But then, I don't want to wake him up. So there I was scratching my head. OMG! I continue my journey on walking in the middle of downtown. What should I do? I called Sue! lol =_=

 

Sue: Hello?

Me: Hello Sue! Are you busy?

Sue: I should finish very soon. What's up?

Me: I can't do it!!!

Sue: Do what?

 

So I explained and what followed were simply bursts of laughs. So she quickly joined me after her work. When she was there to keep me company, I felt better. She asked them if they wanted food and I gave. It was easy as giving candies for halloween. I think I have found the problem. I never had to walk to them and intereact with them. I was afraid they would bite me or something. I know it sounded really stupid but that's how it was. It wasn't something in my comfort zone. So doing something totally different just made me nervous. Sue would do it on a regular basis so she is used to it. But anyways, it does feel much better after doing something positive. Instead of buying stuff that would end up collecting dust, my money would fill the hunger of many people. It felt really great! Would I do it again? Of course....with the company of Sue. lol I still can't get used to it. But i might give something different this time. I might distribute a pair of socks because winter is approaching and would be nice to change socks from time to time.

 

What hapenned on friday? It was Sue's birthday! :D So we went to eat at the restaurant and then we went for a walk at the old port of Montreal. Everything was just fine...until they wanted to take a group picture. When we had to pose for the picture, I wanted to sit on top of that stair fence. So when I tried, I fell flat on my back in frontof everyone. lol I made a quick drawing of my priceless fall.

 

 

So from right to left are Leo, Sue, Nix, and me. Yes I am the shortest. lol =_= You can see on the first slide on the left that I was trying to sit on top of that fence. On the second slide on the right, I was holding onto Nix's arm to not fall but then my butt slipped away from the fence. =_= which you can see the result on the next picture.

 

 

So to continue my explanation, I sort of spinned as if I was doing ice skate since I was still grabbing Nix's arm. Oh dear! =_=

 

haha So yeah! That's what hapenned. We just laughed it off and of course they helped me getting up...but ohhh the embarassment. I didn't get hurt or anything but let's say it was something to remember on this special birthday. Something so weird and bizarre would only hapen to me. Don't ask!

 

So what hapenned on saturday? Nothing much to say. I went at the temple with my mom the whole day. My family on my dad's side invited me for supper but I couldn't make it

 

How about today? Since I missed yesterday's supper, I was invited again for today's breakfast. It was great. There's a lot to write about that event but I will postpone it for the next post as I want to combine it with somethign else.

 

So here is where the fun chitchat stops. Let's get to the main course! * Eva, you should stop reading right here* I know alot of you have read this notice before and must be wondering what's the deal with this. Well Eva reads my blog once in a while to catch up with what is going on with my life. But everything related to horror and scary things will just scare her until she can't sleep. So that's the notice to warn her that I'm going to talk about things I love! :D I want to talk about my favourite movie of all time!!!!! EVIL DEAD! I will always remember the first time I watched that movie. It's a classic from the 80's. Even watching nnow still gives me the goosebumps and I would skip my late night shower and snuggle in my mom's bed....and i still wouldn't feel safe.

 

 

 

Anyone who hast'n watched this movie should check it out. To my surprise, there's a remake to this movie. No it's not fake! It's for real and here is the link to it:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ceBXUyuv4Q0

 

Now, I don't know who directed the remake but it's not Sam Raimi. After watching the trailer, it sure does look scary and violent but ...I don't know. I haven't seen the movie so i can't really say anything yet. The disappointment I can feel from the trailer is what scares me. In the classic, it wasn't the gory scenes that scared me but it was what hapenned to the people that scared me. I remember when one of the girls got possessed and sang: 'We're going to get you.' It's totally crazy. You have to watch it yourself to understand what I mean: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GH2xNIFL6EM

 

Just imagine when you open the door and see someone doing that. OMG!!! The horror!!! That's f*cking creepy! @_@ I still remember watching this with Thany back in the time and he was left completely shocked while mumbling '...madness'. This original movie has things that makes it a true horror movie. There are scenes that remain in your memory and just can't be erased...the events that you pray it will never happen to you. It's not gory, the blood, or the jump scares that makes it the horror movie unlike nowadays. I kind of miss that horror essence that turns a film into a horror one. Anyways, the trailer of the remake does look scary but I just hope they will keep the same pattern. I will be disappointed if it turns out into a Hostel movie. I can't wait to watch it though. :D

 

I know I'm talking a lot about horror stuff lately. Well come on! It's almost Halloween! DUH! :3 So you guys take care of yourselves and I will write again soon. Bye!

Walking with the devil

Hello Everyone,

 

Ah! Beautiful day it was. Actually, it wasn't to nice outside but I received a good new today. So of course everything would go nice and rainbow no matter how ugly it is inside. Such as a child getting a candy so he forgot about his injury. What hapenned? Well I finally received the results of one of my courses from last semester. :D I passed! I did above average so that makes me even more happy. So I've been refreshing the school result page for days. But it's not over yet. I have to keep the same rhythm for the present courses I have this semester. That's pretty much about my updates. I haven't done anything much except for studying, eating, and sleeping. I also watched my favourite show ever! XD Walking dead!!! *Ok Eva! If you read this post, you can skip the following part...till the end :/*  I'm sure many of you know this show. Just in case there's a minority who doesn't, which happens, let me introduce you to WD (walking dead).

 

 

Oh yeah!!! So what is it about? It's an apocalyptic world dominated by zombies. So our protagonist is a sheriff officer or a police who wakes up weeks later in the hospital after the event. He finds himself alone and the hospital seems pretty much empty...well not really. When he discovers how the world has come into ruins, the first thing he wants to find is his family. The beginning is somewhat similar to 2 weeks later. But as the storyline progresses, this serie brings to itself something unique and scary which is realism. Normally, people would group up together when something happens. But here the question is: How far are you ready to go in order to survive? What are you ready to sacrifice? Anyways, you should defenitely check it out if you are a horror fan. But isn't it awesome to have

 

Last weekend, I checked an interesting movie which is called I saw the devil. It's a korean movie but you can read the subtitles to understand. I found it easily on youtube.

 

 

So this movie is more of a thriller/suspense theme. The protagonist has a fiance and it's all lovey dovey. However, things become bitter when she becomes a victim of a serial killer. She was killed in a really gruesome way. His life is shattered and he swore revenge. But it wasn't any ordinary revenge. He wanted the psychopath to suffer as much as his lover did. He could of just catch him and kill him. But he thought: Wouldn't that be to soft to just finish him off? He could drag him to the police but then the atonement for his crime would be to live in prison. What our protagonist wants is physical and psychological suffering as punishment. An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth. Overall, it's a great film. At the end of the movie, the antagonist explains how a psychopath feels. The last scene of the film makes you think: What do you do when there's an evil you cannot defeat by justice means? Do you stain your hands with evil to destroy evil, or do you remain steadfastly just and righteous even if it means surrending to evil? If you can overcome the gruesome scenes, you will be rewarded to a nice concept and storyline. Are the violent scenes mandatory? I think it was necessary to a certain point because I believe the director wanted to send the message across.

 

At the end, Walking dead and I saw the devil share something in common. Both protagonists commit things which are grusome in order to have their selfish, which is arguable, desire to be accomplished.

 

So that's it for today's post! My study break is over! If you decide to watch the tv serie or the movie, I hope you enjoy it! :D bye!!!

Forgiveness

Hello Everyone,

So what's up with me? Nothing much. I've been sick and I still am. -_- I just can't wait to feel better. So what hapenned this past week? Nothing much except for studying and reading this textbook...

 

 

 

This financial bible has the size of a dictionnary. So I hope you guys understand now why I have no life at the moment. lol But it's great thought. I had a nice week and I met Sue a lot lately. So, we met again today. She calls me and says that she will come around 5h30 pm. Here's the thing with her. When she gives you a time, add another 20 or 30 minutes. haha I was in the mall anyway so I went to a bookstore and I've found something interesting.

 



 

I a huge fan of horror and this was quiet satisfying. It's about the apocalyptic world after an event that hapenned I guess. So the world is divided by two groups of people which the first are the ones who are called the unchanged while the other one is....I forgot but I know it's the people who have lost their marbles after the incident and would become extremely violent (they are called the haters I think but I'm not sure). So The people who remained sane try to survive as much as they can. To be hones, I would like to finish that book. I would buy it if I can. I only read the first 3 pages and it's good so far. I guess it,s a good sign. When you feel bored reading the first page, that's when you would toss the book away. Anyways, I think there were things I didn't grasp to much because it's a trilogy. Dog Blood is the last sequel so of course I should read the prequel first. But I grabbed something randomly to read while waiting for Sue so I didn't read much...next time I guess.

 

We went to eat afterwards and then we went at McGill libray to study. But something incredibly funny hapenned on our way there. I even laughed alone on my way back home in the subway and people would look at me with that 'What the hell?' look. So what hapenned? In order to get there, we had to walk up that steep street. So I saw a bus coming and I suggested to get in instead of walking up that street. So we got in and the bus drove. The only problem we had is the streets being under construction. For that reason, roads have been blocked, and the bus had to take a detour. Imagine that straight in the middle of downtown. It took a while to get where we wanted. So when we finally got up there, we left the bus. Sue then realize that we had to walk at the opposite side of the street. The problem is that the other side of the street were difficult for us to reach because it was blocked my cement blocks because of the construction.

 

Sue: Let's cross the street.

Me: I don't think it's a good idea.

Sue: No no! Trust me! it will be fine. We'll just jump over it.

Me: *looks right and left for the cars* umm Sue...I think we should...*Sue crosses the street* OMG! Sue come back! @_@

Sue: *smiles* Just come! Look at me. It's easy. *She tries to hop over it but realizes that the cement is high up to her chest.*

Me: Sue...haha come back.

Sue: *tries to hop over but failed many attempts...she smiles and comes back to me.*

 

I was just rolling on the floor. Imagine a young woman dressed in business clothing trying to jump over blocks of cement. I just find it funny. lol This will be associated with her forever. Another good memory to remember! :)

 

So that's pretty much what hapenned. It will be her birthday next monday but she will be celebrating it on friday next week. :D She will invite her friends and also people I know. So she asked me to contact them and inform them about the event. That's when I began to hesitate about one thing. Should I invite my ex? Sue didn't mind to invite him at all but she doesn't want it to affect my evening. Will it be awkward? I kind of felt bad because everyone will be there except for him. I already moved on so that's not the issue. It's just really awkward...I mean...he's there and things are different. We used to be close and everything but this time, we have to put a certain distance between us and I don't think I would be myself. So yeah...I decided to cut him out. Oh well, we'll see in 10 years. :) But really, it's nothing personal. I forgave him and the other girl. It does feel great. Here's what i tell myself:

You plan to stay here and sigh? You think you did something wrong right? Then apologize, do something to make amends or else you keep sighing like this and poison your life.

I hate that feeling of guilt and it can be extemely heavy. So forgiveness is the best thing there can be. People say I am being to nice. But what I want most of all is peace in mind.

 

Alright, this is enough for today. So hopefully you guys will read again soon! Bye! :)

 

 

Hating girl!

Hi readers,

This post will be different from what I did before. I am going to make a list of things I hate. I thought of writing a list of things I like but it's kind of boring so this is going to be a hate one. Enjoy! :)

 

1. I hate when I have take the garbage out and then it just leaks on my legs.

 

2. I really hate when I set my alarm clock early morning for class but forget to turn it off when the class is cancelled. I just press any random button to shut it off but it sets automatically to snooze when you don't press the red one. So yeah...I get tormented by my alarm clock again 5 minutes later.

 

3. I hate it when I'm mixing ingredients for a certain dish and then...oups...we have no more eggs. -_-

 

4. I hate it when people change their minds in the very last minutes. Like when we are supposed to meet, I wait at the place after 1 hour of traveling and then your friend calls and says 'Sorry! I won't be coming.' I usually forgive if there's a valid reason concerning life and death but if it's because you don't feel like it anymore, then you deserve a high five on the face.

 

5. I hate people who brings others down to make themselves feel better.

 

6. I hate it when you go to the market to buy something which is on special but then you see a customer looting the last 20 packages of crab meat you wanted...

 

7. I hate it when people call early like at 7am on a saturday morning.

 

8. I hate it when people make up things that you didn't do or say. It's like the time I transfered the Concordia university for UQAM. Someone came to me and...

 

him: I heard you are leaving Concordia university...is that true?

me: Well ...yeah it is correct but...

him: ok! * walks away*

me: ........

 

~later during family supper~

 

him: Gloria is dropping school

*everyone is in shock and they all drop their jaws*

me: *mouth full of food* huh?

mom: umm...no...that's..

him: Yup she is quiting school.

uncle 1: Really? You are dropping school? *disappointed*

me: *opens mouth to speak*

him: yeah she told me she's dropping out. She's not going back to school.

uncle 2: No way! You can't do that! Is it because it was to hard? How about to study something else?

him: Nah! She's dropping school.

uncle 1: let her talk. Did you really drop from school?

me: Yes...I am going drop Concordia. *everyone looked dreadful* I am quitting biochemistry because I don't like it. But I am going at UQAM instead to study in actuarial science.

uncle 2: Wow you scared me!

uncle 1: *glares at him* So who told you she was quitting?

him: She told me...

me: I didn't say I wasn't going back to school.

 

At the end, everyone was happy for me except for him and his wife because she was embarassed. Whatever his motives were, this sounds as if it is related to number 5.

 

9. I hate people who are rude. People might think I'm easy to be treated at how they like it because I am gentle in person so they think I won't strike back...don't push your luck. Don't look down on any woman because a faint heartbeat turns the woman into a blade.

 

I don't have anything else in mind right now. So have a great weekend and I'll write some more soon! :)



Life of filth

Hello everyone,

I hope all of you had a busy weekend but it was great. My cousins invited me for thanksgiving on saturday and then I went to visit my aunt with my family on sunday. Now there's isn't much to do but to study and I am sick on top of taht...not cool! =_=

Anyways, I want to write about a certain lifestyle today. Before any of you get offended or anything, let me tell you first that this is just my opinion so I'm not saying that I'm entirely right. I was thinking about an event that occured months ago. What hapenned? We were eating in the restaurant and a bunch of girls in the group wanted to get ...wild and have some fun. They wanted to go clubbing, get drunk,...and do whatever they felt like it. One girl in the group didn't want to do and the other girls were disappointed. They said We want the old you back! repeatedly. Wanting the old you back? What is that supposed to mean? So I asked my friend what they meant and she said that she used to go clubbing, get drunk, vomit, and get back home at impossible hours. But she didn't want to go back to that lifestyle. Honnestly, I am proud of her. I don't know if any of you noticed but she wants to put her life back together. Why? Simply because she feels that the wild life isn't healthy for her. Anyway, I am really glad that she realized that. I upseted me is her friends who tried to persuade her to go to her old bad habit. Why would you do that? It's ok to go clubbing to dance and have fun. It's alright to drink once in a while...taht'S what we call social drink. It's ok to stay late at night because you are having a good time with your friends. But it is not ok to stay late because of those junk. How can alcohol, drug, smoking, and gambling can bring benefit to your life? I believe I have every right to say this because I have witnessed families breaking apart because of addiction. Those girls who tried to bring my friend back to that kind of life should think before saying anything. They are like the little demons on the left shoulders saying 'It's ok. Just do it. Everything will be alright.' which is completely irresponsable and thoughtless. The life she was in was a life of filth. Take that money and buy yourself something more useful or you can even help some starving people who live in the streets. On top of that, she was about to get married. Her bow husband is someone who doesn't drunk nor any of that crap. Just try to imagine when they will have children and the wife comes back late at home. It won't be a pleasant thing to look at. I can imagine the father who's trying to put the children on the right track 'Listen children! Don't look at your mother. She's not a good example to look at. Don't do that ok? Look at dad instead.' Raising children is not easy and if you plan to have a family, you better start to fix yourself because living a life of filth is not the way to go. Why would you waste your life like this? Do something positive for yourself and stop wasting your money on crap like that.

I have seen people drowning into alcohol, and indulge themselves into adultery. It's simply disgusting. Can you respect and love yourself a little more than that?

Bad bad week...

Hi everyone,

 

The title says it all. I had a very bad week. I don't even know where I should start. There were two events that made me anxious and super angry. Let's begin with the school part. So I had this assignment which was due today. Yeah I sent it but the whole final report is just a complete mess. What happened? Urgh... So everything hapenned yesterday. It sucks badly. So I was nearly done with my report. I was at school yesterday morning and I got 2 hours break before my next class begins. So I told myself 'Hmm..I should work on it since I have some free time.' So I went at the computer rooms to see few of my classmates. One girl came to me and asked me to explain her the final part of the assignment. No problem! So I showed the code I worked on and that's when everything got dizzy. Oh yeah! I got dizzy and some cold sweats. She says: 'I think you aren't supposed to write the offset = lnexpo in the gamma distribution. You will get wrong results.' I panicked a little. She pokes another classmate and asks him and he says the same thing as her. Holy crap! For real??? It meant that I had to start over half of my work. Once I got out of the computer room, I called my team and told them about it. Oh yeah! It was a nightmare. One girl was clueless on how to manipulate excel. The other is completely lost in a corn field. Facepalm! As a result we spent the whole night fixing what was wrong. The deadline was 4pm. My head was heavy. I felt like throwing up. You guys just don't get it. I don't want to repeat this class at all cost because the teacher who will be giving it is the infamous one who graded 0% to his students. I am so stress that I became ill. As a matter of fact, I lost an extra 4 pounds. Anyways, I did all the graphs for that girl and the other one sent her part on last minute. When I read her stuff, things were just non coherent. This is just bad. Whatever! It is what it is. I copied the whole thing and pasted into the main report...but guess what! Luck wasn't on my side. When I pasted, the whole things shifted to the right and half the report was vertically missing. What the hell? Why??? I looked at the time. It was 3h58. What should I do? I attached the code file, the main report, and the other part that didn't want to merge in well with the main one. I had to write a stupid note explaining the technical problem. It's all over now. If I fail this class, I believe I'll never get my degree. Anyways, time to move on to the next topic.

 

Ok...this is the most frustrating thing that someone could do to me. Urgh...So I talked to Sue the other day. I talked about myself and some events about here and there. One of the things I told her is about an issue or more of an misunderstanding that hapenned between me and a guy. Yes a guy!!! So she told me: Hmmm I think he has a crush on you. You should clear it out. Talk to him if you have an opportunity.' I'm not sure. I told my mom about it and she said the same thing as Sue. Call him and ask him if his free for a talk. Do you have feelings for him as well? I am not sure. Should I do? So I went on facebook the other day and a friend came chatting with me. He actually came to cheer on me about my break up. We chatted and chatted for long and then he wrote: Go out with new people! Be more sociable. Make yourself look great and everything will come along. It doesn't matter where you go, there will be always be people who will love you. Even the ugliest guy can get a girlfriend. To have feelings, you have to be with him and go out with him sometimesand then....everything will come naturally. You know, I was kind of surprised that I was told that by that friend of mine. He seems so immature but he was absolutely right. So I thought that this was probably a sign from god. lol Should I or not? My mom would't stop poking me to call him. So I decided to contact him. That was some time this week. I texted him and asked if he was free for 15 minutes this week. Am I asking for to much? He replied: I'm busy. Tell me what it is. So I told him: I prefer to talk in person. If you are busy, I can wait. I'm not in a rush. He replies again: I won't have time. I am to busy. What should I do? My phone rings and it's him. O.o I answer the phone and with an annoyed voice he says: What is it that you want to tell me? OMG! Some smoke came out from my ears. Since I am also stubborn I told him: I told you I want to talk in person instead. Don't you even have 15 minutes this week? I'm not asking for much. He says: No I don't! But now I do have time so that's why I'm calling you. So just tell me. ...

 

me: You don't even have a spare 10 minutes? I can't talk right now anyway because I have to work on a report.

him: No I don't have time. Why don't you ask someone else for that favor? I don't have time. So it's right now. Just say it.

me: *curses silently....* You are unbelievable...I'm just asking you for 10 minutes from your entire life and you can't even find that? I am really disappointed in you.

him: .........

me:......*hears nothing from him* Are you there?

him: yeah...

me: I said that you have disappointed me.

him:......

me: Since you are busy and don't have time, forget about it. Go to sleep.

him:......

me: Goodnight

him: ....*in a low voice* goodnight

me: bye

 

Then I hang up the phone. What is this crap? I didn't even have the opportunity to taste rejection. Unbelievable...So you people reading this, what do you think? I nicely and politely asked him to meet when he will be free. Why all the anger on me? What made me mad is not the fact that I couldn't talk to him but rather that he was not tactful. It's ok to be direct but you have to be respectful at some point. Ijust can't believe it. He literally told me to kindly f*ck off! What roasted my patience is when he said it's right now he wants to talk. How can you be selfish? You are not the only one in this world who's busy. I have school and other stuff to do as well. I just wanted to used my teddy bear, tag a his name on it and start voodoo. I'm off to bed now. So goodnight....

 

Hello October!

Hi readers,

So here we are in the new month! I thought I would be freed from my exams but I still got one assignment to finish before friday. Things were really disappointing as one of my teamates is a real slowpoke. We met yesterday to do the last part of our work which requires all of our part and plug into that damned formular but she did not finish her part. So we met at 1h30pm and she was still working with her half done work. It's really frustrating. So to not waste any time, I began to write the report on what is done so far on my part to save some time but it's something that could be done at home, sitting comfortable with a mug of hot chocolate. It was around 9pm and she complained about a headache and not understanding why her results are messed up. I looked up at her code, this is a work on SAS software by the way, and everything is just wrong. Her code is sooo sloppy and messy that she was even confused herself. So me and the other girl told her to hand over everything and we would work on it. I just don't get it. I had the longest part to do and I'm done with it. Good lord! I can't wait to finish all of this.

 

On a second note, I even dropped a class. There was just to much things to do and little time. Thank you student strike! You totally ruined everything! Anyway, it wasn't a bad thing for dropping it. I focused more on other classes to maximize my grades. That being said, I met some of my classmates who kept that class so I asked them how did the exam go. Apparently, there was only 2 questions but they were literally impossible to do. What!? So he got 5% on his final which is worth 80% of the course. Insane! I couldn't believe it. I asked another classmate and asked him how it went. He smiled at me and did this.....

 

What is that supposed to be? Does he mean he got a good grade! I was happy for him. But he says no...I got this ...and there he goes with his ok sign again! I asked him: 'Is it a perfect score or a 0?' He laughed: 'I got 0.' Oh good lord! The same goes with other students. I am so lucky I didn't waste my time on that class. But then I am worrying because I have to take it again this new semester that begins today. Am I going to pass? =_= *sigh* One worry after another! That's pretty much about updates. I wanted to write about a certain topic. It's been a while I didn't do that. It's so much more fun than talking about my borig life! :P I just don't have time guys. I just hope we can finish this assignment today and get started with writing the report. That being said, be good!

 

Over :)