Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Crazy and busy week

Hi everyone,
 
It's been a week I didn't write anything. Since last post, things were insane. There were serious situations that happened and I'm not sure I can write all of this here. So let me resume this quickly.
 
So, ...
1. There was a friend on depression.
2. I am dealing with an awkward classmate.
3. I'm currently in deep sh*t regarding school.
4. I have a friend who thought about suicide.
5. One of my best friend is moving out in a year.

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1. I have this friend who's been depressed for a while but she is getting a little better. So that's some good news.
 
2. Remember I had to deal with a creep recently? Well, I almost got a new one but I'm sort of glad it didn't turn out like that. I have this classmate who asked for my number and I gave it to him. Since it's all school related, I thought it would come in handy. So he called me when I was at work so obviously I couldn't answer. It was around 9pm and the key broke (please read the previous post to know more about the story). I came back home and I was just super wasted. The next day, the same guy called me again and left a voice mail saying to call him back which I did later on that day. As soon as he answered, he immediately told me how upset he was because I didn't call him sooner. What!? Are you serious? Anyways, I was expecting something related to school but it was just a talk about rand stuff. So he called again few days ago and leaving another voice mail to call him back. I'm seriously tired of this crap. First thing off, he's a married guy. I do not want to get involved into this weird situation. We met at school and I consider him no more as a classmate. I didn't call him back...so it was a little awkward today when we met in class. Damn! I just want to end this summer course peacefully. I have to be careful with my classmates till the end because I do need them to work for the last assignment. This sucks big time. I get along with everyone except for that one.

3. Yeah! I'm in deep sh*t big time! The teacher corrected the exams and the average is 46% and he said that our grades will be available online tomorrow. Good lord! I'm kind of scared to check it out. The teacher said that we can still catch up with the final...I somewhat have a bad feeling about this.
 
4. This is the craziest thing that ever happened to me. So on a Saturday morning, a friend calls me and says that he just wants to jump off a bridge. I'm like What the f*ck!!!!!!!!!! I asked him what happened and his situation was pretty messed up. It was around 10 am and I wasn't sure if everything that happened was a dream or reality. After a long talk, I was able to convince him. He is in total darkness right now but I'm trying to pull him out of there. He told me that he's feeling better so I'm kind of relieved but I know it's only for a short time after I hang up the phone. I've been there and it's super hard but I got my friends supporting me all the time so I was able to recover fast. I will have to help him to be more positive!!! Nothing is impossible right? I really want him to give himself a second chance.
 
5. So Nixy called me few days ago. We exchanged few updates to ourselves, what's up with our life and then...
 
Nixy: Hey I have a good new!!! :D
Me: What is it??? :D
Nixy: I'm moving out in a year!!! XD
Me: ...what??? @_@
Nixy: I'm moving to California or Calgary! :3
Me: No way....D:
Nixy: Yes...i'm moving ... o.o
Me: Nooooo! You can't :S
Nixy: Why?
Me: Because I don't want to! I'll stand there and block your driveway!!!
Nixy: I'm just going out of my car and move you away.
Me: I'll tear your plane ticket! :(
Nixy: I'll print another one. =_=
Me: I'll tell everyone at the airport that you are a terrorist!
Nixy: lol They will just deport me back to my country. And since I'm born in the United States, that's where I will be deported.
Me: noooo T.T I'll tell everyone to not hire you and that you suck.
Nixy: Come on glo...you know you can visit me :/
Me: Silly!!!! It's not the same thing. TTTT__TTTT
 
So yeah! That's the sad conversation I had with him. I remember when we were back in high school, the dirty jokes he made, the slaps I gave him...lol But I really treasure our friendship. We knew each other for almost 14 or 15 years and he's leaving. I was extremely sad and I even cried. I don't want to part. I hate saying goodbye. :(

Thursday, June 20, 2013

The next step of life

Hi everyone,

I got home not to long ago. There's a lot to talk about but I never got the time to write a post. I either have school or work. Tomorrow is my sole day of this week and I must catch up on my schoolwork.

Work is good. Got few situations to take care of here and there but it's all fine now. I work alone on shifts now as my training is over but I am getting the hang of it. One problem I had was about a key. I had to close the shop, lock up the money chests, set the security alarm, and finally lock the door/access inside. When I inserted the key inside the hole and twist it, the key just broke like twisting some bread. Holy crap!!! at least, I was able to remove the piece of metal that remained there. But what should I do???? I looked at the time and it was 9h30 pm. I just want to go home! TT__TT I had no other choice but to leave it as it is. I left a note for my coworker. After that incident and talking to my boss, it didn't seem like a big deal.

Else than that, I kind of feel sad today. I was talking to a friend and he said that he plans to move to California. No way! I was soooooo sad. It sucks really bad. I am attached to my friends and when I have to part with someone, it aches so bad. You never realize the pain until that person has to leave your side because you always take his presence for granted. Urgh...=_= I might try to convince him to stay but I know it won't be to any use as he already made up his mind.

I am going to sleep now and tomorrow is a big day waiting for me. Take care and enjoy the weekend.

Wednesday, June 12, 2013

Dealing with a creep

Hi everyone,

So it was a long week. We're just Tuesday but it seems like the week is never ending. My exam was yesterday and it was mad hard. The exam has two parts. The first one was computer related. It was not as I expected. We had two hours to solve 5 computer problems. I was only able to complete 3. I don't know what will happen. When we were done, we had 15 minutes of break before doing the second part of the exam which was easier but still long. I barely began the last problem and it was over. I discussed with my fellow classmates and they felt the same way. At least I'm not on my own for being lost in the forest.

Prior to the exam, I had an extreme overdose of stress. It was insane. Not only it was due to the amount of study I have to put for this summer course but I was bothered by a stalker. It was insane. INSANE!!!! Before I write about this story, I have to warn that I'm not going to say any names in order to keep everything confidential.

I was invited to an event and I was introduced to a guy. He seemed very nice and at the end, he asked for my cellphone and my friend's as well. What could possibly go wrong for giving my number right? On top of that my friends know this person.

Few weeks later, I got a phone call from a number I didn't recognize. When I answered, it was that guy. I wonder what he wanted but apparently, he just wanted a normal conversation. Ok! Not a big deal. After we hang up, I got a facebook friend request from him. When I accepted him. I keep on getting spams of messages  in my inbox.
 
To make this long story super short, his first message had a line which is similar to this: 'I hope we can have supper at home together.' What the hell? I tried to not pay to much attention to it and I'm not the kind to jump into conclusion although his comment was...really weird. The next few messages consisted of...: 'I want to run a restaurant with you. I also want to settle down and find a wife to love her forever.' O.o I replied: 'Good for you...but I'm afraid I will work in my fields once I graduate.' Are you nuts? Running a restaurant and investing money with a person I barely know is out of question. Then, his last message was pretty much straight forward: 'The first time I met you, I totally liked you. I wonder if we are compatible.' Holy shit!!!! Are you serious? That's when I got the shiver down my spine. I quickly responded him back that I consider him as a friend and nothing else will ever happen. I deleted from facebook and blocked him.
 
The next morning, I checked my cellphone to know what time it is. Guess what I see! A missed call and a message in my voice mail. I checked the number and it was him. The voice mail was as follow:
 
Can you call me back? I have something to discuss with you. I really want to talk with you. I'll be waiting.
 
What did I do? Nothing! Day two, nothing much. I blocked him on my cell phone. But everytime someone I blocked calls me, that person is redirected directly to my voice mail. Day three at 9pm, I got another missed call from him and a voice mail as well:
 
Ohhh! Why did you block me on facebook?
 
@_@ Day 3, nothing happened. Day four, there was another voice mail from him and he was literally talking about random shit. So this happened till day 8. To endure all of this is insane. @_@ I was annoyed to an extreme level. I just couldn't take it anymore. I grabbed my cell phone and called that moron. I can tell you that once he answered the phone, he was all happy and crap.
 
Him: Hi how are you?
Me: We need to talk. Can you stop calling and bothering me? I blocked you from facebook and I'm not answering back your calls. There's a reason to this. I don't want to talk to you.
Him: Oh......I'm so sorry about this.
Me: I can't believe it. You call me every single day at an hour like this. What do you want me to do?
Him: I just ...wanted to be your friend?
Me: I am a very kind and nice person. I really don't want to do this. I could call the immigration office and send you back to your country in less than 24 hours.
Him:...
Me: So please, do not bother me again. I hope we are clear on this.
Him: Yes I understand.
 
Since that conversation, he never called me again....

Thursday, June 6, 2013

Doing nothing in a period of a catastrophe...

Hi everyone,

I know it's been a while I didn't post anything. I've been busy with work and summer school. Now I am extremely disappointed with my summer course. I just have one class and it shouldn't be that bad. But the assignment is mad hard!!! I don't know what is going to happen. I even asked a classmate who did it already but unfortunately, he had a different teacher. So he tried to take a look at our assignment anyways and he was like "WTF!". He finds it to be hard as %^%$%^^*(#!!! So me and my team are pretty much screwed. I don't get this. I had tuff classes since winter. Like last semester, I will pray I will pass my course. It really sucks big time. Urgh!

So I'm currently at my job. My first shift alone and I must say it's not that bad. It's quiet today and I brought my laptop and school binder to study. Once I open my schoolbag, I open my heavy white binder. What do I find? =_= Wrong binder! My miseries never seem to end. I could of just get the laptop and forget the rest at home. So I have to read it on my computer. I prefer paper but well....

There's much more to tell but that will wait after my exam which is next Monday. So that being said, you guys and girls take care!!! :) Wish me good luck for