New fetish!

Hello,

So what hapenned eversince I wrote last time? Nothing much. We went to visit my aunt because she was a little down. We went to eat at Kam Fung!!!! I was sooooooo happy! I'm not a fan of asian food because I eat that everyday at home already. However, I looooooove Dim Sum!

I love those steamed dishes! *_* It is my comfort food! But as soon as I came back home, I gained weight! ;O My mouth is watery just thinking about it. We went shopping after eating and that's when my mouth turned sour. To be honest, I am a little frugal.

Mom: Oh! You should totally buy this! It will look great on you!

Me: I don't think it will be a good idea. How about next month?

Mom: Why next month?

Me: Well because we'll have to pay the credit card bill soon...

Mom: Haha! xD Don't worry about it! I have enough to pay the bills.

Me: Ok...but this pant is not necessary. I have plenty at home.

Mom: But you need to be pretty if you want to find yourself a husband.

Me:...=_= umm...Well I am not in a hu..

Aunt: Oh this looks very nice and it's the only one left! I think my daughter will like it.

Mom: Let me see...*snatches the piece of clothing from my aunt's hand and gives it to me*

Aunt: :O Hey!

Oh dear! >_> So anyways, we spent a lot that day. Lesson of the day: When mom says that she has enough monney to pay the bills, do not believe her. Now she's here cursing at her work and stressing me to help her out! lol Seriously! -_-

I went to a garden store the other day and I've found a very...weird discovery in a garden store.

Ewww! What the hell is this? It looks a little scary. I thought it was made of plastic but when I touched it, it felt real. *shrugs* It looks like...some kind of brain. @_@ But I also found nice things in the store.

Cactus plants! From different shapes and colours! :)

There was plenty of beautiful flowers. Wherever I walked, it feels like being in heaven. I want to wake up every morning and be surrounded with flowers. But I think it would be impossible to have my room full of those plants and I am sure my home will be infested with bugs!

This is one is huuuuuge. It was the size of my entire hand. It would look pretty in my hair! *_* I know it might sound weird but if I could eat Dim Sum in a garden full of flowers, it will give me instant orgasm! haha So it's enough for today! It's thursday but have an early nice weekend! :D  

Paranormal activity 3! (DON'T READ THE PURPLE PART EVA)

Hello readers,

How are you all? I'm doing fine but my weight is still dropping. My weight was 108 pounds but now I am 100. I still eat healthy but I eat only till I'm full. I remember when I used to indulge myself because the food tasted good. So with when you eat with moderation, you can easily lose weight!I should exercise as well >_>

So what have I done the past few days? Nothing much. I went to watch a movie last tuesday and I went out with a friend yesterday. We ate ice cream near my house, we went to different ....movie rental stores, we ate at Mc Donald's, and finally we went for a drink at 3 brasseurs. It is somehow special because I never went to 4 different movie rental store of a day. lol It's my friend's obsession when it comes to movie! Else than that, I was supposed to go to Toronto this weekend with my family but my cousin couldn't rent a car. So I'm staying at home I guess :/

The main subject! These situations did not happen at my house. So this hapenned to my best friend Melissa. It hapenned last year I think. So what hapenned? I don't remember all details but I'll try my best to tell you guys what hapenned! > : (

So she went to her hotel room with her husband if I'm not mistaken. Once she got into her room, she felt there was an eerie and sad feeling. That mysterious feeling was coming from the bathroom. Her husband felt the same thing as well. So while they were sleeping, her husband felt something lifting his leg and pushing it away. So he woke up Melissa to tell about what hapenned. Creepy isn't?

Next victim is my cousin's friend. She has a dove in a cage. That bird always makes noise when there are people except for the owner herself. So when my cousin went to visit her over, the bird would make a noise when she was there. So the odd thing was when the bird made noise when nobody was there....but wait...there was someone! Elmo! Elmo talks and moves a little when you pull his string. But nobody pulled anything...so why? Is Elmo possessed? One day the owner went into the room doing her own things and then Elmo said all of a sudden: 'Let's play!' She couldn't take it anymore so she threw Elmo away! Then everything went back to normal! She will neer see the Elmo the way he used to be.

Alright! Take care people! Talk to you soon! I have some pictures i wanted to share but I am to lazy so i will do it next time! :)

Back from vacation!

Hello Everyone!

I think vacation is over. I feel much better right now because I know what I want. I'm single and I'll just enjoy every moment of it. o.o What did I do the past two weeks? Well, I went out, watched movies, played bowling, and other stuff with a bunch of friends. Let me assure you that it feels refreshing! I was already back on my feet a week ago but I was lazy to post something so I decided to take an extra week off! xD

So what do I plan to do right now? Enjoy summer! I go out when I can to build new good memories. Then what? I start school again this August! >_> The winter semester should begin on 17 of August and then it finishes on 30 of September. I will focus on school and finish what has to be done. What abour romance? Well, I'm not sure myself. Romance is right around the corner. I thought that I could never be happy again after my break up and I will never find love again but the past few weeks proved me wrong. Not that I'm sure that I've found my new soulmate already but I believe that I'll find someone one day. If I do find him, then it would be great! If not, then I'll stay single for the rest of my life. I don't want to run after guys and be stressed all the time to find a partner. How about flirting? ...-_- Are you kidding me? I don't know how to flirt. Not that I'm bragging about myself but guys used to come to their knees during high school. So I didn't have to lift a finger to get a guy. O.o Then I chose that guy who's my ex. He was my first ever! I gained about 10 pounds since then so I'll have to exercise a little! ;) Since I was really loyal, I didn't flirt with anyone else. So if a guy is approaching me, I wouldn't know! It is only when someone tells me: 'Hey Gloria! I think he has a crush on you!' What!? Really? No way xD No matter what it is, I am going to be myself and live as nothing hapenned. My ex keeps on contacting me but I just want to keep it as friends only..nothing else. I blocked his number but he just calls from another phone. If I change my number, he'll just ask someone else... >_> He's very persistant! -_-

My mom's friend learned of my situation and this is what she tells me:

Remember this! If you get into another relationship in the future or get married, always love yourself at 50%! It has to be 50% no matter what! Love your husband at 30% and the rest goes to your children.

I think she meant that you should never devote yourself to much for others than yourself. Don't neglect nor forget about yourself. You are your own first priority. I mean of course you will love your children and all. But in the future, your husband could betray you and your children could treat you like crap as they become adults themselves. This reminds me of a korean drama called 49 days. You must watch it! It's absolutely excellent. It's the story about a girl who gets killed by a car accident. The assistant of death was about to take her to heaven or something but realizes that her death was a mistake...meaning she wasn't supposed to die yet. So the girl pannics! The assistant gives her 49 days for her to collect 3 pure and genuine teardrops that someone who truly care about her but her parents do not count. When she will have those 3, she could live again. Her body is supposedly in coma at the hospital. So she begins the teardrop hunting. Her first thought was: 'I'm going to see my best friend and my fiance.' When her soul goes there for a visit, she realizes that her soulmate was actually having an affair with her bestfriend. Oups??? She cries and cries...and at the end she is the only who cries for herself. I will always remember this lesson! > : (

I met someone new...can't say his name because I must ask his permission first. Anyways, he suggested me to watch 500 Days of Summer. I did watch it and I must say that I did get emotional. The moral of that movie is that if you break up with someone, you will find someone else and it's not the end of the world. Just keep hope and don't neglect yourself!

Alright! I guess I am officially back on continuing this blog! So keep on reading! :) Have a nice week!

Off for vacation

Hi readers,

Alot hapenned the past few days. There are things I want to talk about but can't. There are also interesting topics but I am not in the mood right now.

I'm going through a difficult time so I decided to take a break from writing in this blog. Everything was going well until my ex continued to call and mess up everything. So I have alot to deal with. It might take a few weeks or it could take a few days. It depends how fast I can deal with this and my emotions.

That being said, thank you for reading my blog and take care!

I will come back ...must deal with the storm first.

Two weeks later...

I had a dream last night about my ex. I can't remember clearly what it is but I know I felt uneasy. When I woke up, there was a pain in my chest and I just felt very sad....extremely sad to be precise. I thought it was great that I couldn't remember what the dream was about and smiled about it. But all the sudden, the tears rolled on my face. No...I wasn't ok. There are times when I do feel happy and carefree eversince what hapenned. There are also times when I am faking at being brave. I think I still need time to move on. But I do feel much better compared to the first day I got dumped. That's for sure.

So I received a called few days ago. I looked at my cell phone and it says unknown number. Weird! O.o I picked up and I said: 'Hello?'. The person at the other line immediately hang up the phone. Who the hell was it? Maybe that person dialed the wrong number. So I continued to watch a tv series on my computer. Then I recieved a text message after a brief moment and it was from the ex. My heart was beating really fast. What does he want? I nervously opened my cell phone and it says: 'Continue on writing in your blog plz'. @_@ So he still stalks me on my blog. lol So I'm not alone being lovesick. I texted him back to not call and text me anymore for the next few months. Leave me some space! I need to move on dude! ;O Then he texted me back that he just wanted me to be happy. Honnestly, I thought it was really nice of him to be concerned about me but it won't be necessary. It's not like I'm going into a deep depression. Sure I am sad but I'm more positive than before. Everyone would flip after a break up. It only has been two weeks now. -_- I bitched at him through text message and he convinced me that he just wanted my well being. After a long battle of text messaging, we ended up talking on the phone for more than an hour. I told him: 'Alright! This is going to be the last time we are going to talk over the phone. So just say whatever you want and then we'll have to stop the communication so both of us can move on.' We talked about random things but it was more about the love triangle issue we had. He says: 'I want to be your best friend.' How can I be your best friend? You left me someone who looks like Rosie O'Donnell. How am I suppose to be your best friend...right now? Is he nuts? Not only that but he admitted he was the one who called me earlier and hang right after. lol He is a nutcase. So at the end, I told him: 'Ok I have to go sleep now. We'll talk in 6 months if we remember. If we forget and don't call each other, then it's even better.' He replied: 'I am going to stalk your blog everyday and continue on texting you. I don't care.' What the hell? I thought we understood each other.

Dear Ex, I don't want any calls, texts, and stalking from you but stalking my blog is ok. I don't want you lurking at the corner of my house nor have you call me and hang up after. It's creepy! I'm not feeling safe!  haha

Anyway, I had fun yesterday. I went at the movie theater with Nixon, Sylvie, and Dom (He's like a little brother to me). We also ran into Ratanac and Lusa but the couple bought tickets for 'The Avengers' while we were going to watch 'Men in Black'. So we promised to wait for each other afterwards to hang out. When I saw the couple holding hands, I felt a slight pinch in the heart. It was 30 minutes before the movie begins. Nixon had to go pick up Sylvie at the subway station so me and Dom went ahead to keep some places in the theater. We sat down and talked.

Dom: Are you feeling better?

Me: Much better until he continued to contact me.

Dom: He does that because he is worried about you.

Me: But then he called and hang up after.

Dom: *Smiles* Because he doesn't know what to tell you. He went to the temple with his mom.

Me: *What the f*uck?!!!?? Since when does he go there? @_@*

Dom: He went there to pray for your well being.

Me: :/ Tell him I'm doing fine.

Nixon and Sylvie came back shortly after. Men in black! It was good. I'm not a fan of MIB but the fact that I was with my friends was comforting. It felt like I'm not alone and they are there helping me out. Thank you guys! So when the movie ended, we played some acarcade games which are baby foot and air hocky. Dom was like a pro! He went against Nixon on air hocky.

Dom: I'm not really good at this. ^_^

Nixon: Very well.... > : )

Dom: *Marks a point with swift movement.*

Nixon: Huh?!

They place the hockey puck in the middle and Dom makes another point...one after the other. It was 7-1 for Dom.

Nac: hahahaha you got raped Nixon!

lol So Nac had to drive his girlfriend back home and he went to sleep while Nixon and Sylvie were hungry.

Nixon: Are you hungry Dom?

Dom: Not really.

Nixon: Are you hungry Glo?

Me: I'm not hungry.

Nixon: But if you were hungry, what would you eat?

Me:.. I don't kn..

Nixon: Ok Glo! let's go to Broadway Cheesecake!

Me: haha I didn..

Nixon: I heard you the first time glo. We are going there as you wanted.

haha I should have them as my buffons at home. :P So we went there for a late supper. I ordered chicken quesadillas which is an appetizer. They ordered main dishes and Dom ended up ordering a burger. They all had soup because it came with the main dish so I was the only one who didn't receive anything yet. The waiter came back.

Waiter: Would you like some soup as well lady?

Me: *smiles* No thanks!

Waiter: Are you sure? it's on the house!

Me: *wow! I am getting food for free! XD* Ok then!!!!

We just talked and talked...reminiscence. I looked around the restaurant and I remember when I came here with my ex. I felt a slight pinch in my heart. They wanted to go bowling afterwards but it was getting a little late since it was midnight so we all went home afterwards.

I hope you guys and girls liked this post. I started to write at 9am and now it's 10h19. @_@ So you people have a nice week and be good! Alright! Stay tuned for next post! XD bye!

Hello??? Are you awake?

Dear readers,

I read the newspaper this morning and and there was an interesting article. So guess what the article is all about? You can also find this article on their official website: http://yourotherhalf.com/index.htm

All About Me

How do I get my ex back? We were together four years and broke up in January because I stole money from her for the second time. We owned a house together, and I stole money from the account and gambled it. She forgave me and said if I did it again, it's over.

We sold the house and rented together, then two years later I stole $5,000 from her account and gambled it away. She told me to move out and texted me asking why I ruined her life and future. She asked if I got help yet. I said I didn't need help.

A month after we broke up she kept messaging me every other day wanting answers I could not give. She wanted to have coffee and a talk. A couple of months later I realized what I lost. I messaged her saying how sorry I was, but she didn't want to talk.

I went round to her house and cried, and she said she didn't care. She told me we couldn't be together romantically again. Maybe friends one day, she said, but not now. I sent flowers to her work and wrote her letters.

Then she sent a text saying, "I know it hurts to hear, but I don't see us ever being together again. Too much has happened. Thanks for saying sorry, but I can't be what you want." I rang her crying. She told me to stop texting and calling. Forever.

When I kept texting, she said she would get legal advice on how to make me stop. I messaged her about the money I owe her. She replied asking me to pay. I asked if I could see our cat or look after it. She said no.

It's been two weeks since I contacted her. What should I do, please? How long do I wait for her to contact me, or do I make the first move? I really love her and have gotten help for my gambling problem.

Duane

Then here's the reply Duane got...

Duane, when people don't get punished for bad acts, they don't learn anything and they don't change. That's why you were able to victimize your girlfriend a second time. You never paid the price for stealing from her, so you didn't learn anything and you didn't change.

You can't admit why you ruined her life. You wanted the thrill of gambling, you didn't have money, she did, so you stole. You decided gambling was more important than she is. Twice you threw away her feelings, her trust in you and her money. You say you won't do it again but you will until you pay the price.

A growing body of research shows when people are not punished, when they are "forgiven," their behavior actually grows worse.

People at casinos are trained to act like gamblers are important, but you are not important to them, only your money is. Casinos don't love winners; they love losers. They love people who don't understand probability and the odds. Like strip clubs, casinos promise something they have no intention of delivering.

Your girlfriend is humiliated by the fact you stole from her twice. You permanently injured her. Why are you clinging to her? Likely you have no one else you can take advantage of.

You don't care about her; you care about yourself. You've proven yourself a liar and a thief. You've bitten her twice; she doesn't need another bite; go away.

There is only one way to show you learned your lesson: you move on and don't ask anything more of her again. When you ask for more from her or demand forgiveness, you demonstrate you are today as selfish as you were before.

Let her heal and put her life together. If you want a fresh start, prove yourself to another woman, a woman whose psyche and confidence you haven't yet destroyed.

Wayne & Tamara

I started to think for a moment and I was like: 'Wait! Something....isn't right...' and then BAM! I think God gave me big thwack on my head. OUCH! I reread again and realized how similar this is to my situation except that Duane is a gambling freak. The a**hole went to another woman and I tried to be friend with an idiot who had something with another girl. Gloria! Are you out of your mind??? I wish I could bitchslap myself. Seriously guys, cheating is soo not cool. If you don't like your current partner, leave as quickly as possible. I am now officially humiliated for keeping in touch with that guy for the past few days. 'Why are you clinging to her? Likely you have no one else you can take advantage of.' Wow! That was a huge blow! @_@ OH HEEEEEEEEEELL NOOOOOO!!!!! Nobody is taking advantage of me! > : (

I wonder if there people out there in the same situation as me. Please, don't be stupid like me. I pray to God to be not become an idiot like the past years.

I curse the day I met him. I curse the day I met her. I curse the day both met. But look, I forgive them both but I still curse them both! XD

Thanks for reading! :3