I had a dream last night about my ex. I can't remember clearly what it is but I know I felt uneasy. When I woke up, there was a pain in my chest and I just felt very sad....extremely sad to be precise. I thought it was great that I couldn't remember what the dream was about and smiled about it. But all the sudden, the tears rolled on my face. No...I wasn't ok. There are times when I do feel happy and carefree eversince what hapenned. There are also times when I am faking at being brave. I think I still need time to move on. But I do feel much better compared to the first day I got dumped. That's for sure.
So I received a called few days ago. I looked at my cell phone and it says unknown number. Weird! O.o I picked up and I said: 'Hello?'. The person at the other line immediately hang up the phone. Who the hell was it? Maybe that person dialed the wrong number. So I continued to watch a tv series on my computer. Then I recieved a text message after a brief moment and it was from the ex. My heart was beating really fast. What does he want? I nervously opened my cell phone and it says: 'Continue on writing in your blog plz'. @_@ So he still stalks me on my blog. lol So I'm not alone being lovesick. I texted him back to not call and text me anymore for the next few months. Leave me some space! I need to move on dude! ;O Then he texted me back that he just wanted me to be happy. Honnestly, I thought it was really nice of him to be concerned about me but it won't be necessary. It's not like I'm going into a deep depression. Sure I am sad but I'm more positive than before. Everyone would flip after a break up. It only has been two weeks now. -_- I bitched at him through text message and he convinced me that he just wanted my well being. After a long battle of text messaging, we ended up talking on the phone for more than an hour. I told him: 'Alright! This is going to be the last time we are going to talk over the phone. So just say whatever you want and then we'll have to stop the communication so both of us can move on.' We talked about random things but it was more about the love triangle issue we had. He says: 'I want to be your best friend.' How can I be your best friend? You left me someone who looks like Rosie O'Donnell. How am I suppose to be your best friend...right now? Is he nuts? Not only that but he admitted he was the one who called me earlier and hang right after. lol He is a nutcase. So at the end, I told him: 'Ok I have to go sleep now. We'll talk in 6 months if we remember. If we forget and don't call each other, then it's even better.' He replied: 'I am going to stalk your blog everyday and continue on texting you. I don't care.' What the hell? I thought we understood each other.
Dear Ex, I don't want any calls, texts, and stalking from you but stalking my blog is ok. I don't want you lurking at the corner of my house nor have you call me and hang up after. It's creepy! I'm not feeling safe! haha
Anyway, I had fun yesterday. I went at the movie theater with Nixon, Sylvie, and Dom (He's like a little brother to me). We also ran into Ratanac and Lusa but the couple bought tickets for 'The Avengers' while we were going to watch 'Men in Black'. So we promised to wait for each other afterwards to hang out. When I saw the couple holding hands, I felt a slight pinch in the heart. It was 30 minutes before the movie begins. Nixon had to go pick up Sylvie at the subway station so me and Dom went ahead to keep some places in the theater. We sat down and talked.
Dom: Are you feeling better?
Me: Much better until he continued to contact me.
Dom: He does that because he is worried about you.
Me: But then he called and hang up after.
Dom: *Smiles* Because he doesn't know what to tell you. He went to the temple with his mom.
Me: *What the f*uck?!!!?? Since when does he go there? @_@*
Dom: He went there to pray for your well being.
Me: :/ Tell him I'm doing fine.
Nixon and Sylvie came back shortly after. Men in black! It was good. I'm not a fan of MIB but the fact that I was with my friends was comforting. It felt like I'm not alone and they are there helping me out. Thank you guys! So when the movie ended, we played some acarcade games which are baby foot and air hocky. Dom was like a pro! He went against Nixon on air hocky.
Dom: I'm not really good at this. ^_^
Nixon: Very well.... > : )
Dom: *Marks a point with swift movement.*
Nixon: Huh?!
They place the hockey puck in the middle and Dom makes another point...one after the other. It was 7-1 for Dom.
Nac: hahahaha you got raped Nixon!
lol So Nac had to drive his girlfriend back home and he went to sleep while Nixon and Sylvie were hungry.
Nixon: Are you hungry Dom?
Dom: Not really.
Nixon: Are you hungry Glo?
Me: I'm not hungry.
Nixon: But if you were hungry, what would you eat?
Me:.. I don't kn..
Nixon: Ok Glo! let's go to Broadway Cheesecake!
Me: haha I didn..
Nixon: I heard you the first time glo. We are going there as you wanted.
haha I should have them as my buffons at home. :P So we went there for a late supper. I ordered chicken quesadillas which is an appetizer. They ordered main dishes and Dom ended up ordering a burger. They all had soup because it came with the main dish so I was the only one who didn't receive anything yet. The waiter came back.
Waiter: Would you like some soup as well lady?
Me: *smiles* No thanks!
Waiter: Are you sure? it's on the house!
Me: *wow! I am getting food for free! XD* Ok then!!!!
We just talked and talked...reminiscence. I looked around the restaurant and I remember when I came here with my ex. I felt a slight pinch in my heart. They wanted to go bowling afterwards but it was getting a little late since it was midnight so we all went home afterwards.
I hope you guys and girls liked this post. I started to write at 9am and now it's 10h19. @_@ So you people have a nice week and be good! Alright! Stay tuned for next post! XD bye!
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