I think vacation is over. I feel much better right now because I know what I want. I'm single and I'll just enjoy every moment of it. o.o What did I do the past two weeks? Well, I went out, watched movies, played bowling, and other stuff with a bunch of friends. Let me assure you that it feels refreshing! I was already back on my feet a week ago but I was lazy to post something so I decided to take an extra week off! xD
So what do I plan to do right now? Enjoy summer! I go out when I can to build new good memories. Then what? I start school again this August! >_> The winter semester should begin on 17 of August and then it finishes on 30 of September. I will focus on school and finish what has to be done. What abour romance? Well, I'm not sure myself. Romance is right around the corner. I thought that I could never be happy again after my break up and I will never find love again but the past few weeks proved me wrong. Not that I'm sure that I've found my new soulmate already but I believe that I'll find someone one day. If I do find him, then it would be great! If not, then I'll stay single for the rest of my life. I don't want to run after guys and be stressed all the time to find a partner. How about flirting? ...-_- Are you kidding me? I don't know how to flirt. Not that I'm bragging about myself but guys used to come to their knees during high school. So I didn't have to lift a finger to get a guy. O.o Then I chose that guy who's my ex. He was my first ever! I gained about 10 pounds since then so I'll have to exercise a little! ;) Since I was really loyal, I didn't flirt with anyone else. So if a guy is approaching me, I wouldn't know! It is only when someone tells me: 'Hey Gloria! I think he has a crush on you!' What!? Really? No way xD No matter what it is, I am going to be myself and live as nothing hapenned. My ex keeps on contacting me but I just want to keep it as friends only..nothing else. I blocked his number but he just calls from another phone. If I change my number, he'll just ask someone else... >_> He's very persistant! -_-
My mom's friend learned of my situation and this is what she tells me:
Remember this! If you get into another relationship in the future or get married, always love yourself at 50%! It has to be 50% no matter what! Love your husband at 30% and the rest goes to your children.
I think she meant that you should never devote yourself to much for others than yourself. Don't neglect nor forget about yourself. You are your own first priority. I mean of course you will love your children and all. But in the future, your husband could betray you and your children could treat you like crap as they become adults themselves. This reminds me of a korean drama called 49 days. You must watch it! It's absolutely excellent. It's the story about a girl who gets killed by a car accident. The assistant of death was about to take her to heaven or something but realizes that her death was a mistake...meaning she wasn't supposed to die yet. So the girl pannics! The assistant gives her 49 days for her to collect 3 pure and genuine teardrops that someone who truly care about her but her parents do not count. When she will have those 3, she could live again. Her body is supposedly in coma at the hospital. So she begins the teardrop hunting. Her first thought was: 'I'm going to see my best friend and my fiance.' When her soul goes there for a visit, she realizes that her soulmate was actually having an affair with her bestfriend. Oups??? She cries and cries...and at the end she is the only who cries for herself. I will always remember this lesson! > : (
I met someone new...can't say his name because I must ask his permission first. Anyways, he suggested me to watch 500 Days of Summer. I did watch it and I must say that I did get emotional. The moral of that movie is that if you break up with someone, you will find someone else and it's not the end of the world. Just keep hope and don't neglect yourself!
Alright! I guess I am officially back on continuing this blog! So keep on reading! :) Have a nice week!
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