Relax people...I'm still alive!!!

Hello readers,

It's been a while I didn't post anything. I promissed to do after my finals which should be tomorrow but...I feel like writing today. Unfortunately, this post will be short because of my exam tomorrow. So what hapenned with me lately? A lot of stress obviously because of school. But I was also emotionally stressed. I am gentle in nature most of the time. I get rarely mad for no reasons so when I have to step up and cut someone out of my life, I feel like I am a monster. I feel like the baddie but the thing is that people take the advantage of me being nice to get what they want. Open your eyes and look! Nothing lasts forever and everything comes to an end eventually. I feel terrible but I believe I did the best for myself and my own well being. I'm glad I have friends to support and reassure me that I did the right thing.

 

Why did I do that? That's because I want to steer my life in a different direction. There are things that just cannot continue. So for those who worry for me, there's no need. Don't worry! Don't cry! Gloria is ok. She's a big girl in a big world now making her own future. :) Stay tuned for mmore this coming weekend as I will write some more....and post some more pictures! xD

 

Over....

Aftermath of my oral presentation

I came back home a while ago and I feel really tired. Today was a bad day. All the bad things are just happening today but I must say there were few times that made me laugh.

 

Everything started with this presentation. I met with my partner yesterday to practice and we had to make a powerpoint file to present our subject.

 

Her: Here's my part! Add your part in mine...I need to go.

Me: Ok! I will send it to you once it will be done.

Her: ok

 

So I sent her the final copy of the powerpoint file 15 minutes later after she left. So today at 3pm, the teacher decided that my team would be the first one. So 5 minutes before class started, our teacher asked every team to put their files on his desktop. So....we began... My partner did the introduction and it was then my turn to do my part. When I scrolled down the slides, my parts weren't there. ARE YOU KIDDING ME? I was scrolling back and forth in front of the class and of course everyone noticed that something was going.

 

Me: Where's my part? This is not the right file...

Her: Yes it is...it's the one.

Me: Then Why is my part isn't here?

Her: I don't know.

Me: If my part isn't there, I can't do my presentation.

 

As we panicked, I looked at the class and everyone was waiting for the next slide. I look at my teacher.

 

Me: Ummm. Sir, we have the wrong file. Can I quickly grab my usb? It's in there. It will be quick.

Teacher: *nods* yes go ahead.

 

I ran like crazy to my schoolbag, grabbed my usb, and came back to the computer. So I plugged my usb in it and copied it to the desktop. Then, I began my part of the presentation. I didn't like the whole thing overall. We had a time limit of 30 minutes and because of the issue, we lost considerable amount of time. So I had to cut some beautiful and memorable speeches I made. URGH!!! Not only that, but it's absolutely unprofessional and irresposable of our part. Just imagine if I didn't have the file on my usb! I would have a big 0! I called Izzy today and told her everything. She gave me a good point: Never rely on anyone but yourself. You are also part of the project? Make sure you double check everything before you ever begin something important. For example, if you have a math exam, then don't forget your calculator. Oh yeah..I've seen students in my class forgetting basic things like that.

 

Else than that, I think I did the best I could and strangely enough, I wasn't really nervous. Anyways, there was some funny and sad moments in the other teams presentations. There was a team, I swear, where the girl looked like Kristen Stewart and the guy looked like Robert Pattingson...or whatever his name is. It was hilarious and I tried to hide my laugh the whole time. Then, there was another team where there are two twin brothers. Their postures, gestures, movements were the same. haha The second sad moment, which the first sad moment was my situation back there, was when one of the girl talked to much and her partner didn't have time to talk. So the teacher simply said: 'Sorry but your time is over. Next!' lol OMG! It's insane. Don't worry for her. The teacher made an arrangement with her tomorrow. Then suddenly another teacher came into our classroom and said: Sorry but my class is supposed to start in 5 minutes and my students have an exam. Oh damn! So the girl doing her part asked for two minutes when she was supposed to talk for 10 minutes. This is truly screwed up. Anyways, I wrote a lot lately so this post is probably the last one before 29th of September because I have 3 consecutive finals next week. There will be some hardcore studying here and some 9 hours marathon studying.

 

So see you guys in two weeks! Later!

Kitkat break?

Hello everyone,

I'm busy as usual. I was working on my oral presentation on powerpoint but my computer is lagging really badly because I'm copying a dvd for my mom. So I have to wait until it's done so I can continue on my work. So here I am writig a new post for you! Rejoyce!!! @_@

 

What hapenned lately? I met Sue after school yesterday and it was great. We went shopping although we didn't buy anything, we went to eat frozen yogurt, and had girl talk for hours! I really enjoyed the evening.....but I almost died. I have to give credit to Sue! She literally saved my life. Let me tell you what hapenned!

 

So it was about time for us to part and go home. That being said, we went down at 'Guy concordia' subway station. Trust me you don't want to go there. It's infested with coackroaches!!!!!!!! Disgusting! I even read an article once on the newspaper but I never believed in it until I saw it with my very own eyes.

 

Sue: Did you know there are cockroaches in this station?

Me: Yes! I read it in the newspaper! ;O *goosebumps*...*walks and looks down on the wall...a huge cockroache is walking*

Me: OMG!!! Did you see that? *starts jumping everywhere in disgust*

Sue: *smiles* Yeah I know! Gloria calm down!

 

As a matter of fact, everyone was staring at me but I didn't care. I mean...there are cockroaches!!!! How can you not flip out? So I continue jumping everywhere while grabbing her arm and made sure there isn't one nearby.

 

Sue: :O!!! Careful! You are going to fall in the subway track!

 

As I looked behind, I was pretty close there. But who is this all to blame? The damned cockroaches!!! Why are even those things created? Those aren't useful in any way. Sue also made a really good point. Never drop your school bag, purse, or anything on the ground. You don't want those bugs to cling on them and go home with you. Oh! The horror! Could you imagine that? Your home can be infested!!! Oh my god!!! It's bad!!! Really bad... There is also a tim horton inside the subway and Sue saw an employee stepping on those once. It's terrible. All the coffee  shop, the cake shop, and the pizzeria must be infested. Could that explain why I have all these stomaches for a week? I am not sure that I want to know.

 

Anyway, this was my mini adventure! The break is over and the dvd is also burnt! Time to go back!

 

See you guys next time :D

 

ps. If you are reading this Izzy, I'll shortly call you on monday after my oral presentation. Damn I can't wait for all of this to end -_-

2 weeks left

Hello Readers,

 

So I did my exam this morning and it went pretty well. I didn't finish reviewing last night and I was really tired. I would always be nervous and would have nightmares about my exam. However, it wasn't the case. When I went to bed, I wasn't nervous at all. School and exams weren't present in my mind. I was thinking about myself, my future, etc. Didn't really care about the outcome of my exam. I guess it's like this every night anyways. Then as time went by, I finally fell asleep. Didn't have any nightmares or dream. It was all black and empty. When I woke up in the morning, I prepared myself for school and still I wasn't worried. What will happen if I pass? That would be great. What will happen if I fail? To bad....try better on the final. That's how I was thinking. It was as if nothing really mattered anymore. I thought that the worse already hapenned so bring it on! So when I did my exam, it was great. I didn't feel nervous and I forgot nothing. I was able to solve all problems. There was a problem that really bugged me though. It was the last number. It asked to find the value of 's' and it took me 2 pages of calculations to find the answer. At the end of exam, I would usually review...but 2 pages for that single question is just to much pain on the posterior. If I can keep up like this, it will be great. I would go blank every time I am doing an exam and leave the classroom worried. So there are only 8 months and a half before I officialy finish school and graduate. What kind of reality is waiting for me? I don't know...I just want to be happy again.

I will probably celebrate when this semester will be over. This being said, there is only two weeks left!!!  My final exams will continue on the week of the 27th so I will be able to post a little more next week. So you guys take care and wish you luck in your exams or whatever you are doing! :)

No doubt....Ex girlfriend...

Hello,

It has been a week now. I accomplished alot of my studies so far...well not alot actually. I only finished my report. It needs some review and correcting though but I am feeling lighter for finishing this report. I must study for my exam now which is next week on thursday. Anyway, I've been studying while listening to music....and let me tell you that my favourite band was No Doubt! XD I remember when their song Don't speak when I was a child. I didn't understand the meaning of their lyrics and I was just humming along. Now that I listen to it once again, the song is totally different to me. It does describe the way I felt on May 23th. I know I promissed to not write about the past...but I feel like writing about it....OK!??!! > : (

 

The song says:

 

You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

 

[...]

 

Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

 

Oh yeah....I sat there in the bathroom and cried. That was 3 months ago. But wait....don't feel bad for me because I do feel different now. Rejoyce!!! I thought I will never be happy and that I will never fall in love again...all of that, it's not true anymore. I wonder if anyone else reading this blog have gone through this but you have to be positive because you will find someone else! This my favourite verse of the song Ex-girlfriend.

 

You say you're gonna burn before you mellow
I will be the one to burn you

Oh hell yeah!!!! I am the one to burn you dammit!!!! I am watching a japanese drama at the moment and it's called: Rich man poor woman. You must watch it and if you don't, it's blasphemy. Such a romantic drama! *_* I'm like: 'I want to find a nice, kind, and good looking guy like him in this drama!' That's why I should celebrate because I have an opportunity to find that new handsome guy since I'm single! hehe! So today, I was in the subway on my way home and there was this cuuuuuute guy...My heart was bumping really fast. What should I do? I don't know how to flirt. I peeked at him and he peeks back at me. Then I look away really fast...then I peek at him again...and I see him with his eyes closed and a smile on his face. That's when I see Gwen Stefani singing in my face from her song What are you waiting for:

 

Gwen:What are you waiting for? Take a chance you stupid hoe

Me: I can't...I'm nervous @_@

Gwen: Go, look at your watch now. You're still a super hot female
Me: Wahh!! What about if I get dumped?

Gwen: Who really cares 'coz it's your life you never know, it could be great. Take a chance 'coz you might grow
Me: :(

Gwen: Take a chance you stupid hoe

 

So what hapenned at the end? I know you must wonder! Well...I didn't do anything. :( I always thought it was weird for a girl to make the first move like that. It would be more romantic if the guy would actually come to talk to me. My friend Sue would tell me that it's worse for a girl to get dumped than for a boy and it's their job to do it as a guy. So if you got some balls in your pants, be manly and do it! I need a mentor to teach me how to make guys talk to me. URGH!!! Anyway, I think I have more important stuff to think about...like my exam next week! So have a great night and you will probably hear from me next week after my exam. Take care! :D