2 weeks left

Hello Readers,

 

So I did my exam this morning and it went pretty well. I didn't finish reviewing last night and I was really tired. I would always be nervous and would have nightmares about my exam. However, it wasn't the case. When I went to bed, I wasn't nervous at all. School and exams weren't present in my mind. I was thinking about myself, my future, etc. Didn't really care about the outcome of my exam. I guess it's like this every night anyways. Then as time went by, I finally fell asleep. Didn't have any nightmares or dream. It was all black and empty. When I woke up in the morning, I prepared myself for school and still I wasn't worried. What will happen if I pass? That would be great. What will happen if I fail? To bad....try better on the final. That's how I was thinking. It was as if nothing really mattered anymore. I thought that the worse already hapenned so bring it on! So when I did my exam, it was great. I didn't feel nervous and I forgot nothing. I was able to solve all problems. There was a problem that really bugged me though. It was the last number. It asked to find the value of 's' and it took me 2 pages of calculations to find the answer. At the end of exam, I would usually review...but 2 pages for that single question is just to much pain on the posterior. If I can keep up like this, it will be great. I would go blank every time I am doing an exam and leave the classroom worried. So there are only 8 months and a half before I officialy finish school and graduate. What kind of reality is waiting for me? I don't know...I just want to be happy again.

I will probably celebrate when this semester will be over. This being said, there is only two weeks left!!!  My final exams will continue on the week of the 27th so I will be able to post a little more next week. So you guys take care and wish you luck in your exams or whatever you are doing! :)