Forgiveness

Hello Everyone,

So what's up with me? Nothing much. I've been sick and I still am. -_- I just can't wait to feel better. So what hapenned this past week? Nothing much except for studying and reading this textbook...

 

 

 

This financial bible has the size of a dictionnary. So I hope you guys understand now why I have no life at the moment. lol But it's great thought. I had a nice week and I met Sue a lot lately. So, we met again today. She calls me and says that she will come around 5h30 pm. Here's the thing with her. When she gives you a time, add another 20 or 30 minutes. haha I was in the mall anyway so I went to a bookstore and I've found something interesting.

 



 

I a huge fan of horror and this was quiet satisfying. It's about the apocalyptic world after an event that hapenned I guess. So the world is divided by two groups of people which the first are the ones who are called the unchanged while the other one is....I forgot but I know it's the people who have lost their marbles after the incident and would become extremely violent (they are called the haters I think but I'm not sure). So The people who remained sane try to survive as much as they can. To be hones, I would like to finish that book. I would buy it if I can. I only read the first 3 pages and it's good so far. I guess it,s a good sign. When you feel bored reading the first page, that's when you would toss the book away. Anyways, I think there were things I didn't grasp to much because it's a trilogy. Dog Blood is the last sequel so of course I should read the prequel first. But I grabbed something randomly to read while waiting for Sue so I didn't read much...next time I guess.

 

We went to eat afterwards and then we went at McGill libray to study. But something incredibly funny hapenned on our way there. I even laughed alone on my way back home in the subway and people would look at me with that 'What the hell?' look. So what hapenned? In order to get there, we had to walk up that steep street. So I saw a bus coming and I suggested to get in instead of walking up that street. So we got in and the bus drove. The only problem we had is the streets being under construction. For that reason, roads have been blocked, and the bus had to take a detour. Imagine that straight in the middle of downtown. It took a while to get where we wanted. So when we finally got up there, we left the bus. Sue then realize that we had to walk at the opposite side of the street. The problem is that the other side of the street were difficult for us to reach because it was blocked my cement blocks because of the construction.

 

Sue: Let's cross the street.

Me: I don't think it's a good idea.

Sue: No no! Trust me! it will be fine. We'll just jump over it.

Me: *looks right and left for the cars* umm Sue...I think we should...*Sue crosses the street* OMG! Sue come back! @_@

Sue: *smiles* Just come! Look at me. It's easy. *She tries to hop over it but realizes that the cement is high up to her chest.*

Me: Sue...haha come back.

Sue: *tries to hop over but failed many attempts...she smiles and comes back to me.*

 

I was just rolling on the floor. Imagine a young woman dressed in business clothing trying to jump over blocks of cement. I just find it funny. lol This will be associated with her forever. Another good memory to remember! :)

 

So that's pretty much what hapenned. It will be her birthday next monday but she will be celebrating it on friday next week. :D She will invite her friends and also people I know. So she asked me to contact them and inform them about the event. That's when I began to hesitate about one thing. Should I invite my ex? Sue didn't mind to invite him at all but she doesn't want it to affect my evening. Will it be awkward? I kind of felt bad because everyone will be there except for him. I already moved on so that's not the issue. It's just really awkward...I mean...he's there and things are different. We used to be close and everything but this time, we have to put a certain distance between us and I don't think I would be myself. So yeah...I decided to cut him out. Oh well, we'll see in 10 years. :) But really, it's nothing personal. I forgave him and the other girl. It does feel great. Here's what i tell myself:

You plan to stay here and sigh? You think you did something wrong right? Then apologize, do something to make amends or else you keep sighing like this and poison your life.

I hate that feeling of guilt and it can be extemely heavy. So forgiveness is the best thing there can be. People say I am being to nice. But what I want most of all is peace in mind.

 

Alright, this is enough for today. So hopefully you guys will read again soon! Bye! :)