Extra company not needed...

Hi everyone,

 

It's been a week I haven't post anything. Sorry about that! I had a lot to catch up with my studies. I'm not late or behind. That's what I try to avoid. Got some readings to finish and some classnotes to read. Everything will turn into a hurricane this weekend as finals are approaching. The week was good though. I have nothing to complain about except for today. I didn't sleep very well last night. I had a nightmare and an old friend came to help. I will talk about hat in a moment. I want to vent off about today first because it was schol picture! :D

 

I couldn't sleep until 2am this morning and woke up from my nightmare around 5am. I tried to sleep afterwards but it didn't work out. I was like 'Darn! I need to sleep or I will get dark rings under my eyes...' so I tried again and again but the nightmare made me think to much. Anyways, I got off my bed before 7am to get myself prepared and get some make up. It almost went into a disaster. I alwyas envied those guru make up artists in youtube. They are so good at applying make up. The problem with my face is the fact that I can't put on to much make up or else I look like a clown. Forget the eyeshadows. It just turns out bad. Just look at my profile picture. It looks like I'm part of the crew Cirque du Soleil. lol I'll need to change that as soon as I get a decent picture but I'm just to lazy for now. Everything was fine until I was done applying the eyeliner. I thought it looked to thick. I looked at the time and it was 7h15am. Crap! I am going to miss my bus. But I need to fix this first! I can't look like a clown at my graduation picture. Oh dear! =_= I panicked. I tried to wash it off while being careful to not wash away the mascara on my top eyelashes but nothing changed. WTF? I looked carefully on the eyeliner pencil and it's written waterproof. I am so screwed. Why does crappy situations only happen to me? So there I was running to my bus stop. Luckily, I got there right on time to catch my bus. So I got to class in time but it was long and I was extremely sleepy. Class began at 8h30 am and ended at noon. I had 30 minutes before next class begins. I photocopied some class notes that I missed. That classmate was really nice and we had a polite conversation. Then, I had 10 minutes to buy lunch and go to my next class. So from 12h30 to 4h15pm was a little painful. I spent all of my energy...I almost fell alseep. Picture appointment is at 4h15...crap. So on my way there, some random dude was lost in school and asked me for direction. urgh! I don't have any problems helping people but it was just such a bad timing. I quickly went to the washroom to look at my face if there was something I could fix. What ...the...!!! The eyeliner on my right eye was darker than my let eye. How is that possible? I don't know... You guys must be like 'Oh come one! It's just eyeliner!' But you guys don't get it! This is school picture!!! My last one!!! =_= I pulled out my light pink lipstick and used it. Sigh! So I went to the picture room and posed as they told me. But when they printed out the sample of my pictures, OMG!!! I'm so pretty! XD If i was a guy, i would totally hit myself! haha I wanted to scan and share it with you guys but there's to much printed information about the company on the sample. So Just wait for the real one! :D So that's pretty much my day.

*Eva don't read*
Ok! Now let's beging with the main topic. Before I write about my nightmare, I want to write about what hapenned lately in my house. I burnt some incense and prayed for safety. Not that I got hurt or anything...there's just company which I don't need. So the other week I was listening to some music with my headphones and it was broad daylight. I was sitting on my comfy chair and put my elbow on the armchair. I felt that I touched someone's hand. At first, I thought it was my mom but when I looked, there's nobody. Holycrap! T_T I don't like this feeling. But I didn't feel threaten or anything. I thought that maybe it was just my imagination. So alright! It's all cool. Then this week, I was studying as usual and sometimes I move my feet to the beat of the music I am listening to. So obviously it would move in random direction and suddenly, I felt my toes touched something. It was as if someone was hiding under my desk. I looked under and there's nothing. That's not great. This is the second time I feel physical appearance of such things.Then few nights ago it happened again. Something was sitting under my desk. Not fun guys! I know you wouldn't believe me but I am telling the truth. So I kindly pray and ask them to leave me alone. It's weird...sometimes I feel observed. I need those ghostbusters people. I wonder if they truly exists. Anyways, I'm not feeling to comfortable right now so I'll write about the following part another time.

So you guys be good! stay tuned for more next week! :D Nice weekend!


My teacher got bullied!

This post will not be a happy one. As a matter of fact, I'm not feeling to hot right now. So guess what hapenned today till now. I was supposed to have class today at 1pm. I ran to my bus but I had to run back home half way there because I thought I forgot my cellphone at home. But I later found out it was actually in my pocket. Super! =_= It doesn't get any better when I tripped in the stairs because of my shoe laces.

So obviously I was tired, hungry, and late for class. That's when I had a hard time to control myself. I was so angry that I wanted to throw my pepsi can at them. So what hapenned? As soon as I got into the classroom, it was chaos. I was expecting the class to be quiet and the teacher lecturing the class materials but no. That's not what hapenned. There was at least 7 members from our student association that forced our teacher to cancel his class. Why? Because they wanted their strike! I don't get it. I was simply puzzled. What strike? Pauline Marois is now elected and she was supposed to cancel those fees. She kept her promise and she did cancel it. So what more do you want? Why do they keep on doing this? I'm just so fed up with this crap. So the student association, which consist of 98% members in favour for the strike, made a vote amoung themselves in favour for another strike today. The thing is only those bananas voted for the strikes. The majority who literally don't care about that matter didn't participate to it. That being said, it does not represent the entire school opinion. They were cheating. We weren't even aware of this vote. We just got an email saying: 'no class tomorrow because of strike'. F*ck that! I'm still going to class tomorrow. I paid my fees so I want to assist to the service I paid for. That's what I told myself. So the students wanted their class and the association didn't want to. So our sweet teacher tried to explain to them that it was our decision of what we want and not them. Those evil bananas just kept pointing fingers at my teachers and say it's democracy. Blasphemy! Here is how they do their democracy. They pull out guns and ask: 'Who doesn't want a strike?' That's how it is. Disgusting!

Most of you who aren't student of my school right now might not understand and probably can't. All we want is to finish this peacefully and get a job. I don't need anything else. Those who have graduated already are lucky because they have to go through the crap I'm going through. They have a job now and everything. Those students in other school don't even have strikes...one or two days at most when mine was on strike for over 6 months. What will happen when we will graduate? I might be jobless. Why? because My diploma will look cheap because of my school. This is all about reputation and the image our school give. People will judge and afterall, money is all about business and work. They don't want to hire incompetent graduates who spent their schoolyear doing strike and not learning anything. But trust me! We are hard workers and we have to study under pressure. The stress we had to go through is unbelievable. I was even surprised at how I pulled it out. It's just not fair. People will get a bad impression from us because of those moronic bananas.

I really wanted to slap one of those girls and just curse at her. But I can't. My teacher and my classmates were there. I couldn't get myself that low and my ruin my chances to get a job because I wasn't happy at how things turned out. This is how it is. It is sad but we remained just and righteous...we surrended to evil. It was just sad to see my teacher getting ganged up by 7 people and being yelled at. It was painful to watch. I have never seen things like that. Our teacher told us there's only one way to get revenge for him. We have to stand up for ourselves. Yes he was bullied but he doesn't care. He already has steady jobs. He lived most of his life. What do we have? Nothing yet. So we really have to stand up and claim our right as a human beings, pay more attention to our emails, and go vote.

I don't understand men

So I'm going to write about this topic for this post. It got me thinking for a while. Men! I simply don't understand them and I never will. So you guys think that girls are complicated, dramatic, emotional, and yada yada. But guess what! Men are twice more complicated than us. I know you must wonder why I think this way. =_= 

I live well and I have everything I need. To be honest, my mom helps me financially. She pays my school tuitions, she pays my clothes, ...and all my spendings. Why is that? Because my family values education a lot. If I ever asked my mom if I could spend my allowance for a manicure, I'm sure she would gladly give me the middle finger. So she helps me with what is necessary. Of course she would buy some stuff from time to time which isn't necessary that she judges ok like nice watch for example or giving me permission to watch a movie with my friends. Of course I have to ask her because it's HER money so she decides. But if it's something beyond that like a brand handbag, I would have to pay it myself. When is that going to happen? When I get a decent job of course. But why can't I get a part time job? Because, once again, education is important so they just wanted me to focus on my studies. I'm super glad I got nice parents who care about my future. Trust me, I will always be grateful to them and I will give them more in return. Now that we're done with this little introduction to 'how I get my stuff paid', let's dig in the real topic.

When I need money, be it in a pinch for whatever reason it is, I will ask my mom. If we can't afford it,we would postpone it or find a way somehow. She is not an atm machine to me but she is the closest one in my family and I know I can count on her although it doesn't happen often. When my computer broke down, I didn't have a choice but to kindly ask her to buy me a new one. That being said, this doesn't go around for everyone. Almost every girl I know aren't shy to ask their parents when they need money. However boys are diffenrent. Why?

I had a friend of mine which his parents decided to live in different country but he has to stay in Canada. So after a while, all the money saved up will decrease after paying all the bills. So he found a job for his financial expenses. But working and going to school at the same time is very difficult. In fact, it was difficult for him. When his parents call him and ask him if he needs money, he says no. Why? Why can't you be honest with your parents and tell them your difficulties? You need to focus on your studies. Just cut the crap already. @_@ Paying your rent, food, car, school fees on your own is not easy. I believe it's ok to ask money from them if they allow themselves to help you. Why can't you accept it? Here's their answer: My parents don't make a lot of money and I don't want to bother them. I want to do this on my own. Dude! You cannot be on your own yet without a decent job. You want to act cool? Do it once you are done with school. You can pay them back later if it bothers you that much. I just don't understand. So you'd rather struggle on your own and take full responsabilities like an adult? Nonsense! Cut tbhat crap, take money from your parent, finish your studies, and pay them back with a ticket to the Bahamas.

Like it isn't enough, I know someone else who has a large amount of debt to his credit card bill. That's an ouch big time. The number of his debt is in the 4 digits. His pendings are mostly his school, few spendings with his friends, and some bills. The thing is he lives with his parents. Really! So instead of being straight with his parents and telling them he's not in a position to help them paying the bills, he continues to help his parents. I just don't understand. His mom has some huge dimanond jewelries so I guess they must be pretty much comfortable financially to afford that. Let's say they just want to look awesome on the appearance, maybe it's time for them to sacrifice a little for their son. I mean come on! But i never blme the parents. I blame the boys! Just open your mouth and ask them already. So instead of asking them, he asks money from his friends instead or other people not family related. Woah! That's bad. What's going to happen 2 months later? A little visit to their parents saying: Hello maa'm! Your son owes me money. So I'm here today to pick it up. >_> Save yourself from that embarassment! So you go ask all around town. Everybody knows except for your parents. What do you deserve? A wack on the head.

Alright! When there's no other option and you are really on your own, I understand. But when your parents offer you help or you don't even try to talk about it with them just to act cool, it's just really silly. Why? Most of them told me it's because they want to be independant. Could it be their ego? Whatever it is, I think it's really lame. If I had a son and would act like that to me I would surely repond to him: Shush lil fry! Take this money and pay your cell phone bill. I'm not saying ALL guys act like this just to be/look independant. But for the people who actually do it because they want to be grown ups, I think it's silly. You will be a grown up when you will be ready. It doesn't mean that once you hit your twenties that you are fully an adult. It doesn't matter what your age is but when you need help, just ask. My dad has always told me that I can't perfect something when I'm at school and work at the same time. He's right. There are times when you should keep your pride and keep your head high up. But there's also time when there's no other choice but to raise the white flag. So I can't understand why you guys act like this. It's a paradox.

Anyways, I'm off to bed now. I hope you guys won't get mad at me. I just wich someone could explainwhy. O.o Goodnight!



We're almost there... :D

Hi everyone,

There's a lot to write about tonight because Gloria is on fire!!! XD I just did my last mid term and it was ok I guess. No exams are made easy anyway. The only thing I hate about exams is when I am in a crucial moment to solve the math problems or insurance questions...and then, all of a sudden, I have that Gangnam Style in my head. I have this image of him dancing with his friend all in yellow. Then I'm like 'Gloria! Pull yourself together! Your exam is worth 50%.' so I try to concentrate once again. But few minutes later, he just reappear again. It happens to me all the time. It used to be Lady Gaga before. The funkiest thought that ever crossed my mind was the classroom crowded with lambs dancing a mexican song. Don't ask... =_=

 

What else hapenned? I met up with Melissa last week. We ate at an italian restaurant called De Franco. We had canolleni and it was marvelous. To bad I forgot to take a picture. :/ No worries! I will take one next time I go back there. I'm still a sucker for lasagna. I will take that next time for sure! :D

The week followed by a hardcore studying, an exam, and a meeting with Sue. We were supposed to go study together....'supposed'. =_= lol So what hapenned? We ended up eating ice cream and drooling at hot guys on her iphone through google pictures. >_> haha! What? We are singles! XD

I was dead tired when I came back home because I didn't sleep enough since I had to study for my exam. So once I got home, I was about to jump into my bed but I remember I had something to do first and that's when I was dramatically happy. I checked my school email and uess what I've found? XD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I received an email for the students graduating on 2013. WOooooaaAH! XD I am going to take my picture in two weeks. Yey! :D Do you guys know how long I waited for this moment? I feel it! It's very close. I can almost grasp it with my hands. I have to make sure I pass all my classes and everything will be fine. XD The moment hasn't come yet but I'm sooooo excited! The ceremony should be in 2013. There isn't any details given by the school but it should be some time in November 2013 hich means next year. As for the graduation, the date has not been announced yet. I'm just so happy. My close friends would know why I am so eager to finish all of this. I remember crying in the lonely corridor when I was in college because I got 75% in my first math exam...wasn't enough. It was NEVER enough. I needed 100%. I remember sacrificing my social life, shutting myself into my room like a hermit, having short burn outs, getting sabotaged by a classmate. I remember all of it. I smile right now but when I look back, I can't stop wondering myself 'How did I do all of this?'. I remember when I left biochemestry and thought I will never have a bright future. When I began to study in actuarial science, I didn't even know what it was all about. I didn't even know what would be the salary when I will get a job. A week before I began my first day of school, our principle did a speech. He said that actuarial science is one of the most difficult study in the university. Oh sh*t! What did I get myself into? He continued with a smirk on his face that only 1 student on 3 will graduate. That's when I started to panic. The students looked at each other. Is it going to be you? Is it going to be me? I had no clue. I was afraid. I quickly made friends but they also quickly gave up and left. At some point, the class would be full but the size would decrease drastically. 80% I made left. It's a fact. Is it going to be my turn soon? No it's not! I will accomplish all of this very soon. It's coming to an end. I thought I was going to be a goner. I could give up. I could of just leave and chose something more accessible. But there's something you have to understand. There's no shortcut. You'll have to work very hard for it. The feeling you get is incredible. Don't give up unless the university sends you a notification that your time is over. It sucks but failure is part of life. In that case, you just o to plan B. But if you don't have any notification, don't give up. XD I took a risk but it was an opportunity.

I know I will have a good night sleep tonight. It's to early to celebrate. That time will come when I will officially pass all my courses. So that's the big announcement. I going to take a nap. Yeah...I feel I haven't sleep enough because of my exams. So stay tuned for more next week. You guys have a great weekend ok? XD bye!

3 Extremes

Hi everyone,

So I am done with my exams....well almost. I have one more remaining and it's all good for..for the moment. I had an exam on wenesday night and things didn't turn out the way I wanted. I have an exam on mathématique financière 3. I swear to you guys it's the last course I want to do. I really hate it. It's just the material itself. It's so boring! Studying more than an hour on that subject is already to much. Urgh! So the exam consisted with 12 questions. The first one asked:

 

With the theory of Thali, solve the following problems market eficiency. Explain the two rules of Thali.

 

Ok...At least the question is easy to understand but there was a question I asked myself. Thali? Who the f*ck is Thali? Not a good sign. I went straight to the next question. It took damn long for me to finish it. The exam runs for 3 hours and it took me an hour to finish the second question. Oh hell yeah I started to panic. 1 hour!!! How on earth am I going to finish the rest? My hand was moving at a fast pace. My writing went from neat and nice to big and ugly. I looked at the girl sitting next to me. She was  scratching her head, rereading the questions, doodles her answers and erases them back. What are you doing? Time is running out! Anyway, I wasn't to happy.I talked to my classmates and it was the same for them. Oh damn! I don't want to repeat this class. =_=

 

So you think that I could sleep right after once I get home right? Nope. I had one last exam the following morning. Great! I stayed the whole night reviewing the material. I slept for maybe 10 minutes but I went straight to school afterwards. I was dead tired. But you guys hoped the exam would be easy right? The exam consisted of 6 questions. The first 5 were easy but the last one was worth more than half of the exam. If I fail that problem, I fail the exam. Oh good lord! I am getting nervous. So that'spretty much how my week was. I met up with Melissa but that would be next posts when I will get the pictures to post with it.

 

Now it's time for a movie review! You guys most watch it as it's my favourite of all time. it's called 3 extremes.

 

I know the poster looks scary but the film isn't that scary or anything. It's just a little creepy in a sense but there's no horror, no ghost, or anything of the sort...ok there might be some blood here and there but that's pretty much about it. It consist of three different short movies so we have three different stories in here. It's a collection of asian movies. I am temptation to post the link to watch here but I don't want it to be deledted because it took me ages to find it. I couldn't even download it through torrent and this is not available on your local videostore unless you are super lucky. I did find this movie a long time ago in a small videostore called Clandestin in downtown which is only devoted to asian movies and anime stuffs. It's a nice place to find rare movies and even banned movies (not suitable for broadcasting). Anyway, we are going to a tangent line here so let's go back to our main topic. My favourite of the 3 films is called Box from the director Takashi Miike from Japan *figures >_>*. I love that film director. He has the touch to make a film unique on its own. So what is that short film about?

 

 

So there are two sisters who work in a circus. They seem to like and encourage each other very much. There's just one problem. The owner of the circus seems to prefer one of the sisters more than the other. So of course the other sister would feel left out. She practices more and more without getting noticed. That's when her sister also practices and gets enclosed in a box. What do you think the other sister would do? Is she going to lock her up in that box? Is she going to help her get out? Is she going to let jealousy have control over her? I really can't say much more as it will ruin everything but i really, really insist you watch it. It's simply a beautiful sad story. It's all about the ending that you go OMG! She's....No way! So you guys watch it and please let me know how you find it. I had to watch it twice to really grasp the whole thing. If you pay enough attention and let yourself to be open, you will be rewarded with a unique story. It's very abstract so I am just saying that it's not some generic movie where it's all simple to grasp. It requires attention. Alright, let's move on to the second short chinese movie which is called Dumplings directed by Fruit Chan.

 



 So you folks see her face? It's as if you are taking a bite of your meal and you go like Huh? This tastes kind of funny. When I say funny, it means weird. What's in there? So our protagonist is this lady who's husband is cheating on her with younger women. Of course! Don't you know men already? They lust for young and soft skin. They long for fresh meat. They want a young woman who's energetic. Who wants an old hag right? So this lady has enough and tries to think about a way to solve the problem. Then, she finds out a place where meals that rejunevate youth are served and the dish is very expensive. What do you think she did? She went there without any hesitation. So if you look clearfully in the picture, the meal looks quiet simple. Nothing fancy! But she questions herself. What's in there that tastes so funny? Oh she's eating dumplings by the way. So it's kind of hard to identify the ingredients in there and everything is finely chopped. This is not my favourite film compared to box but it's still interesting nonethless. i bet you guys are also curious of what's in there. I'm not saying more. :) So last film,which is korean, but not least is Cut directed by Park Chan-wook.

 

 

Can you recognize the actor in the picture? Hehe! I don't know his name but he was the main character in the movie I saw the devil which i wrote a review in the previous posts. This movie is exceiting and if you are craving for some action and blood, then you will have fun watching this. So what is all of this about? So our main character is supposed to be a gentle, caring, generous,...the nicest man you can meet. So what happens? One night, he comes back from work and walks into his house...and then PTOW! Someone hits him on the head.When he wakes up, he sees an employee who used to work under him which our main hero here clearly discovers that he's deranged. He tries to run but its pointless since he is attatched. So our vilain finds his boss to be an exceptional man and he doesn't want to believe that. He wants to believe that nobody is perfect and everyone must commit something bad to be imperfect. So to rephrase it, he wants our main guy here to be imperfect in order to prove his theory of imperfection is true. In order to do that, he asks one thing our hero must do to be set free. When he is told of his task, he just crumbles apart and stays in disbelief. So yeah...that's why you see him kneeled on the ground looking helpless. Is he going cross the line of what your conscious tells you is bad enough to be a monster?  Is he really going to do it? Well, you'll have to watch the movie in order to know. XD

 

I know some of you might not care about this movie while some of you might want to watch it to find out what will happen. Since I'm a super nice girl, I will provide the link here:

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XekftZHFYzI&feature=related

 

Oh yeah! Since these are foreign movies, you have no other choice but to read the subtitles. At least you can watch it for free so don't complain. This is such a rare occasion to find someone who's kind of enough to upload this. Remember when I told you this piece of film is so hard to find. I just hope I won't find it to be deleted or anything bcause of copyright bla bla bla. So enjoy the movie and have a nice weekend! Study time for me starting tomorrow. =_= Yippee!

 



Midnight break

Hi everyone,

So i just couldn't take anymore. The intense studying is to much. -_- So I am taking a short break  to give updates of my life. I haven't done anything special lately except for studying. I tried a marathon of 9 hours of studying but it just doesn't work out. I mean eating while studying, reading your notes while sitting on the toilet bowl, having the formula sheets glued to the ceiling so I read them while sleeping, studying some more while I take a bath...nah..it doesn't work that way. like Sue says, when you reach almost to the end, you just feel so lazy as if you don't care anymore. I just want this to end! I'm just super motivated not to do anything...except for reading mangas during my study breaks but then I would feel guilty of spending that time reading the power point notes instead. URGH! =_=

 

So instead of reading my classnotes, I was surfing on facebook during. Shame on me! :( But then I read one of my friend's post. She complained about having a bad day because she was supposed to meet her friend or whoever she is but that girl cancelled last minute. I understand how people need to vent in order to feel better. That's the purpose of this blog anyway. But the thing which bothers me is the difference between me and her. She is pissed but most probably didn't say anything to that girl. Why is that? I complained all the time here but trust me. When I am not happy about something, I always make sure the other person who's responsable for it knows. It's crucial! Alright, I am not saying that you must punch that person's face or pick up a silly fight but to talk about it.

 

I am a tolerant person and it takes me a lot to be angry. When someone is being moronic to me, I'll let it slide. I tell myself 'Ok! Maybe He/she was in a bad mood.' I mean sh*t happens. This happens most of the time when I meet new people. Like friends introducing me their friends. It's just important to go slowly when you meet someone knew because you might know that person to much so some discussions might be more delicate than others. So yeah! I am super nice and people take that for granted. But anyway, when the that someone is being moronic to me for the second time, that's when I become delicate about it. Then, I try to tell that person into an indirect way that I don't like what they did. Example, someone calls me b*tch for fun and laughs. I am not going to laugh with you so be aware that I'm not happy. Then, the third time it happens. I'm can't help it but to be direct. So when I ask you gracefully and nicely to stop doing something because I don't like it, it litteraly means 'This is a warning. Do that again and I'll break your jaw!'. When it happens for the fourth time, that's when you see a chair flying into your direction. Nah! I don't resort to violence and I'm not a vulgar person but I can be very sharp and cold. That being said, I could end up a relationship like that. My words could be a pain to you for the next following months.

 

What happens when people see me angry? They are shocked! Why? Because they see me bubbly and happy all the time. So they see me angry...almost never. I have nice friends! :D But when it hapenned that they make me angry, they are just in complete shock. Because they didn't think I would take a step forward to claim my right as a human being. It's like 'Sh*t! Gloria can be angry! She can yell!'. Well let's say that I'm a tigress in a lamb's clothing. I can be nice and sweet but annoy me to much, i will become agressive. I think it's the same for everyone. We all have some limit to patience. We all want to be treated with respect and dignity so we treat the others the same. So if someone bugs, it's about time to say something. Your mom bugs you to find a husband every 30 minutes? Tape her mouth and hang her in the cupboard. :D nah! Just tell her you're lesbian. Just be delicate because they are your parents. Your boyfriend is treating you badly? Leave him! >_> Don't let people treat you like a doormat.

 

Now look at this! I'm supposed to have a short break and look at the lenght of the post! So be good eveveryone! Bye!

 

ps. To my friends reading my blog, I'm glad this is a great way to keep in touch with you guys. When i will be done with my exams, I'll call! :P The only thing i don't like about writing this blog is that I write almost everything that happens in my life so when i see you guys in person, there's nothing to say. haha XD 

My parents are badass

Hi everyone,

I have my mid-terms for the next two weeks. I'm supposed to study but I am somehow highly motivated not to do anything. =_= Unfortunately, the party is over and I must study now. But before I do so, I must make a post for my beloved readers! :D

 

So I had a family breakfast last sunday morning. It was a feast! The only thing that was missing was the maple syrup and we would be in a sugar shack. Anyways, we were talking about old memories, reminiscence about the good old time. I remember when I used to play with them when I was young, we talked about my aunt before she passed away, the countless nicknames my cousin was given, etc. It just felt really warm being surrounded with good company. I don't get to have family gathering very often on my mom's side so it was somewhat refreshing. I haven't seen my dad's side for a long time but we seemed close as ever. During the meal, my dad made everyone laughed with his silly jokes. I swear he could become a comedian. Then everyone looked at me...

 

Cousin: You seem somewhat different from your dad. You seem a little more serious.

Me: *smiles* Well, I have my moments. I laugh when I am happy and I love to smile. There are times to be serious as well.

 

We continued to chat. When we were done eating, they all went to the living room while I was chatting with my cousin's wife. My back was facing the living room so I didn't know what they were doing. So we chatted, chatted, and chatted...all of a sudden, she burst into laugh. What's going on? O.o She laughed harder and harder. She just couldn't stop. That's when I turned around and ohhhhhhhhh my goodness! What do I see? My dad dancing to Michael Jackson's song Billie Jean. I mean he was literally doing the choreography. OMG!!! @_@ I simply dropped my jaw! They were just clapping and laughing. He was so into it. Of course he would do that only for the family entertainment. I was just surprised I guess. Just put yourself in my shoes. You're talking with someone and then BAM! Your dad is dancing. lol Anyone who meets him thinks he's cool and awesome.

 

Now, let's talk about my mom. Oh yeah! =_= You'd think I'd spare her? lol No way! >.< My mom is just simply evil! @_@ I have my desk and computer in the basement. That's where I study. When I come in the quiet basement, my mom would hide in certain corners and scare the crap out of me. =_= I'm a big scaredy cat. At some point, my grandma heard me screaming many times during the day that she had to ask me what was going on lol. So it is a daily routine now. Other things my mom would do? When I say 'Hi mom!', she would answer me with the middle finger. lol Oh mama! ==_== But of course she would do that just to tease me. What's even worse is when we go shopping.

 

Mom: Oh we should buy this!

Me: Ummm I'm not to sure about this. *looks at the price tag* Wow...That's way to expensive.

Mom: I don't care! I like it!

Me: =_= We spent enough this month. The credit card will be full.

Mom: Oh don't worry about that!

Me: ok so how are we going to pay back if we don't have enough money?

Mom: I'll just ask your grandmother! XD

Me: ....No! Let's go home.

 

It feels kind of weird when it's the parent who's supposed to control the daughter's spending while in my case it's the total opposite. To sum it all, I feel that my parent's spirit haven't aged at all. They have a good time and they do what makes them happy. Now I understand why my parents were attracted to each other. So that's the whole issue? Why am I not like them??? O.o Am I adopted? My mom says that maybe the nurse gave her the wrong baby. Oh dear! I hoe she was joking when she said that. It's just so weird when your personality is so different from your parent. Not only that, i don't look like my parents at all! So I am starting to ask myself some questions! ;O My mom is cambodian and I have no asian traits at all. What the hell? As for my dad, I do have the latin traits but i still look different from him. The only thing that reassure me I'm their biological daughter is the beauty marks. I have some beauty marks at some specific places like my dad. So I guess i am their true daughter...based on the beauty marks. @_@ Is it solid enough? Well I hope so...

 

Ok! Enough with this rambling. I wanted to do a movie review but I'm just so lazy. I will do it next post and I hope you guys enjoyed reading! Bye! :)