So i just couldn't take anymore. The intense studying is to much. -_- So I am taking a short break to give updates of my life. I haven't done anything special lately except for studying. I tried a marathon of 9 hours of studying but it just doesn't work out. I mean eating while studying, reading your notes while sitting on the toilet bowl, having the formula sheets glued to the ceiling so I read them while sleeping, studying some more while I take a bath...nah..it doesn't work that way. like Sue says, when you reach almost to the end, you just feel so lazy as if you don't care anymore. I just want this to end! I'm just super motivated not to do anything...except for reading mangas during my study breaks but then I would feel guilty of spending that time reading the power point notes instead. URGH! =_=
So instead of reading my classnotes, I was surfing on facebook during. Shame on me! :( But then I read one of my friend's post. She complained about having a bad day because she was supposed to meet her friend or whoever she is but that girl cancelled last minute. I understand how people need to vent in order to feel better. That's the purpose of this blog anyway. But the thing which bothers me is the difference between me and her. She is pissed but most probably didn't say anything to that girl. Why is that? I complained all the time here but trust me. When I am not happy about something, I always make sure the other person who's responsable for it knows. It's crucial! Alright, I am not saying that you must punch that person's face or pick up a silly fight but to talk about it.
I am a tolerant person and it takes me a lot to be angry. When someone is being moronic to me, I'll let it slide. I tell myself 'Ok! Maybe He/she was in a bad mood.' I mean sh*t happens. This happens most of the time when I meet new people. Like friends introducing me their friends. It's just important to go slowly when you meet someone knew because you might know that person to much so some discussions might be more delicate than others. So yeah! I am super nice and people take that for granted. But anyway, when the that someone is being moronic to me for the second time, that's when I become delicate about it. Then, I try to tell that person into an indirect way that I don't like what they did. Example, someone calls me b*tch for fun and laughs. I am not going to laugh with you so be aware that I'm not happy. Then, the third time it happens. I'm can't help it but to be direct. So when I ask you gracefully and nicely to stop doing something because I don't like it, it litteraly means 'This is a warning. Do that again and I'll break your jaw!'. When it happens for the fourth time, that's when you see a chair flying into your direction. Nah! I don't resort to violence and I'm not a vulgar person but I can be very sharp and cold. That being said, I could end up a relationship like that. My words could be a pain to you for the next following months.
What happens when people see me angry? They are shocked! Why? Because they see me bubbly and happy all the time. So they see me angry...almost never. I have nice friends! :D But when it hapenned that they make me angry, they are just in complete shock. Because they didn't think I would take a step forward to claim my right as a human being. It's like 'Sh*t! Gloria can be angry! She can yell!'. Well let's say that I'm a tigress in a lamb's clothing. I can be nice and sweet but annoy me to much, i will become agressive. I think it's the same for everyone. We all have some limit to patience. We all want to be treated with respect and dignity so we treat the others the same. So if someone bugs, it's about time to say something. Your mom bugs you to find a husband every 30 minutes? Tape her mouth and hang her in the cupboard. :D nah! Just tell her you're lesbian. Just be delicate because they are your parents. Your boyfriend is treating you badly? Leave him! >_> Don't let people treat you like a doormat.
Now look at this! I'm supposed to have a short break and look at the lenght of the post! So be good eveveryone! Bye!
ps. To my friends reading my blog, I'm glad this is a great way to keep in touch with you guys. When i will be done with my exams, I'll call! :P The only thing i don't like about writing this blog is that I write almost everything that happens in my life so when i see you guys in person, there's nothing to say. haha XD
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