Last post before 2014

Dear friends,

 

This is the last post before 2014. Year 2012 was pretty bad and 2013 was shitty as well regarding personal life in general. However, 2014 is all brand new. I'm officially done with school and I have removed and cleaned my friend repertory. I have also changed for the past two years. Old habits and old way of thinking are all in the past.

 

Now, everything will be new and it will be a fresh new start for year 2014. All I need is a new haircut and I will be ready to welcome the new year.

 

Things that I've changed so far during those years:

 

-I'm less patient. Yes I'm still patient overall but I'm not going to endure anymore stupidity from people. If people are making angry, I'm going to let them know. No more bullshit so don't provoke me.

 

-I'm going to trust people even less. It happened once when a co-worker told me that our boss hates skinny people and even condemns them. What does she think about me? So I'm not going to trust people to much. When it comes to men, I will never trust them more than 30%. The only people I will trust are my parents and very few friends that I've known for years or since we were children.

 

-Never depending on anyone. My cousin always taught me to learn how to do things on my own because one day, I will be on my own. Now it's exactly the case. No more boyfriend to depend on and friends also have their on life.

So it will be a new start but I don't know if everything will be fine. So my new year's resolution is to be less naïve. Someone told me once that naïve people are happier. He was right but I am so done on being deceived. The old Gloria has changed and has learned a lot from her past experience. You can never grow up until you go through the storm. Observing and noticing the misery of someone will never be the same as experiencing it. It's like reading a book about gardening. It's good to read and learn about it but if you put it to practice, it's even better.

Else than this, there's a little side story that I have to share. It's school related. So that was about a month ago in November. We had to work on that assignment and it was the last class before the deadline to submit our homework. That being said, it's our last opportunity to ask questions and we did have questions. Our class was done at noon and a tutor is suppose to come help us until 2pm. I was kind of happy because our tutor was my former high school classmate so I feel comfortable to ask anything. So my team and I waited. It was 12h30 and he wasn't there. We continued to wait. It was 1h15pm and still nothing. So it's not a good sign. I sent him an email asking if he is going to come or not because I don't want to waste my time waiting for nothing. So I decided to wait for an extra 15 minutes and I will be off at the teacher's office. So as planned, he didn't come and we went to see our teacher.

 

The teacher was there in the office doing something on his computer. Betty and I were hesitating a little before going in. She was nervously giggling there and I went head on. =_= lol. So he greeted us and asked what we wanted from him.

 

me: Hi Sir! We have few questions concerning the assignment.

teacher: >_> Why don't you go ask the tutor?

me: ...ummm he wasn't there.

teacher: > : ( What!!!??? Oh no this is unacceptable.

me:... @_@

teacher: During the mid-term, I texted him to be on time to be a supervisor just to check on your guys and find cheaters and guess what! He was late!!!

me and betty: :o

teacher: So here's what I'm going to do. I am going to send him an email with your names attatched and he will have to move especially to help you.

 

At that point, I was getting nervous. Yes it sucks that he didn't come but I didn't want to cause him any trouble and on top of that, he's my high school friend. @_@ He will definitely be upset with me.

 

me: Well, that will be unnecessary. I can come tomorrow to consult you instead. That's not a problem.

teacher: No I will send him the email.

 

I'm like "Shit! :O What do I do?". Maybe I could just walk away rapidly without giving him our names. So me and Betty are walking towards the exit. But the teacher was already typing the message on his computer.

 

me: Umm...So we can just go now?

teacher: Yes...the message will be sent.

me:...So you have our names? O.o

teacher: Yeah..O.o You r name is Gloria and your friend over there is Betty. :D

me and betty: :O !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

teacher: I also remember that you failed my class last summer.

me and betty: D: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

teacher: As soon as students give me their exam sheets, I immediately learn their name.

 

Not only that was fucked up but for him to remember us as students that failed his previous class is embarrassing. 

 

Anyways, this will be fun memories to remember. School is over and I kind of miss that. I was used to have something to keep myself busy but now I am officially done. :/ So I will write to you guys next year! I will be busy for new year's with family, shopping, and pampering myself. Oh yeah! So have a great weekend and happy new year's eve everyone! :D Take care!