This kind of sucks. It's suppose to be a happy post about the meeting with Eva yesterday. We were in the mall, sipping some crushed juice, sitting to eat our meal, chatting and letting out our hearts out. It feel soo good. I could say whatever was on my mind: my point of views, my worries, and all the stuff that was stuck in my throat. Sue and Isabelle also called me the other night and it sort of helped me into removing the fishbones one by one. Sometimes, it's just a laugh that you need in order to feel better. You just need to talk about something positive. Nothing was in excess, nothing was redundent, nothing was too much. It was simply like a nice bath with candles around where you can feel relaxed. Well...it was until last night. Last night was the worst of all. I had the ultimate nightmare. So those who have a faint heart. you might want to skip the following part.
It happens all the times when I forget to do my prayers at night. So I dreamed that I was in a stadium with my mom. The event has not started yet and my mom came accross an acquaintance of her. That man was in his 50's with his wife and his mom. My mom asked him of how he was doing etc.
Mom: What do you do as a living now?
Man: I am a doctor.
Mom: Oh! That's nice.
Man: *smiles* Thank you!
Mom: How about your wife?
Wife: *looks at us in a very snob way* I work as an actuary in an insurance company.
Mom: Wow really!? My daugther is also studying in actuarial science. She should finish her studies in a year. *pokes at me to say something*
Me: *looks at the woman....she is not even paying attention to me* Yes I have one year left and I will graduate.
Man: That's wonderful! My wife can help you to find a workplace.
Me: That's very kind of you. I will also try to find a place on my own.
Wife: Look at her! She's not going to make it till the end.
My mom and I looked at each other and I just wanted to punch her face. We were so absorbed into the conversation that we didn't pay attention to what was happening around me. When we did look around, it was something very similar to the movie Two weeks later. I swear I didn't watch any horror movie lately so I don't know why I had that kind of dream. Someone came running really fast and bit the doctor's wife and went to bite someone else. The woman tried to stop the blood from guching on her neck.
Man: Swetie! Are you ok?
The wife is not moving and her eyes are turning redish.
Me: errrr...I think you should get away from her. She might be infected.
I don't know where he got an axe from but he pulled his wife hair up and was about to shop her head off but she pushed him away. She just runs after me! What the hell am I suppose to do? So I was running away as well. I left my mom there and I was like 'Crap! I hope she will be fine.'. That crazy blond actuary was just running after me. Why me? I looked elsewhere and it is chaos. Contaminated people were mixed everywhere. Some are trying to defend their children while others are trying to protect themselves. I couldn't help anyone because my own posterior was at risk. Then the woman finally got distracted and went to bite someone else. There was a soldier at the bottom of the stadium and he's waving at me to follow him along the other survivors. I kept on running and running until I went passed through that metal door Before the soldier shuts it down. There was a lot of people and it looked like an underground subway line. We rapidly went into the waggons and it took us somewhere else.
Finally, we arrived in a huge building and we got off the wagons. The soldiers were trying to keep everything organized. The same soldier who waved at me said: 'OK! Stick around here and don't go outside. We are waiting for the next transporation to come pick us up. So I repeat! Do not go outside and stay put. The bus might come at any moment.' What is going on? Is my mom ok? Did she survive? A soldier puts his hand on my shoulder: 'Come with me young lady!' *Young lady!? I am 26...' I follow him and put me into another group of people of survivors.
Soldier: So we have a mission do complete before we leave and you are the chosen one!
Me: *...Are you kidding me? My survival rate is pretty low.'
Soldier: We have to go pick up medecine packages at the pharmacy. It's 5 minutes from here. The area outside is not contaminated yet but it will be soon. So we'll have to hurry up. Just follow me and do as I say. Wander on your own and I will not be responsable for your safety.
He opens the door and the bright sunlight was shining down on us. We ran down the streets and he was right. There were people driving their car for work while some people are on their bycicles. Why didn't the military warn them? Maybe is it because there's lack of time and the places in the bus are limited? Are those medecines the antidote? We finally arrived at the pharmacy and we had to grab a package each. It was huge but not heavy. On our way back, chaos is slowly starting to begin. A few infected people were jumping on people on their bicycles who knew nothing about the situation. A couple of infected came towards us but the soldiers shoot them off. So we finally arrived back to the building and busses have not arrived yet. So the soldiers were at the main door trying to help other survivors outside in th streets to come in. All of a sudden, I had a urge to go to the washroom. So I asked someone and he told me it was upstairs. I went there and hurried to finish my business. It's weird...everything sounds very quiet. When I went downstairs, it was empty. Nobody were there. OMG!!! How can they leave me alone here? There was only one guy remaining in the huge room. We stared at each other and he ran away. I yelled: 'Wait for me! I'm not infected.' He just ran mad for his life to the back of the building when I finally catch him. His facial expression showed signs of relief when he saw that I was completely healthy and sane. There was also anoher group of 10 people waiting outside. So I asked: 'Why are we gathering here?'. He responded: 'Someone will come pick us up.' After a while, a car finally shows up. I helped putting the children inside and I went into the car as well. Since the car couldn't carry everyone, it would come back after dropping us to the safe place. There were a few contaminated to came attacking the car and the mother of the children did a magic spell to create illusions to drive them away. So that's how we got safely to a tall building. I followed the group and went up. So we are finally safe...for a short period of time. An engineer was working on a metal door to enhance security. The doctor to whom I was talking to at the beginning was there treating the people as well. A bunch of scientifics were working on the antidote and I have found my mom. She was sound and safe. I was so glad. Then my mom, found a friend of mine and she does the thing I hated the most.
Mom: *whispers* Look at him! He's not bad.
Me: =_= Now is not the time!
Mom: You just have to grasp the oportunity you have. I'll ask him for you.
Me: Mom! You don't understand the situation we are in here.
Mom: Hey! What do you think of my daugther?
Friend: *Stares at me*
Me: *whsipers at her* Enough!!!
Mom: If I give my daugther to you, would you be ok with that?
Me: *face palm myself*
Friend: *smiles at my mom*
Me: *What is that suposed to mean???*
Doctor: Look outside!
When we looked out from the window, the car came back with the rest of other people but couldn't get out safely because they are surrounded.
Doctor: We have to help them!
I looked around and everybody was pumped to help except for my friend who's writing me a love letter.
So that's was pretty much about it. It was scary but the ending was just weird. woke up at 5am and couldn't seelp back. I hope I won't have to deal with such dream again. I am a little sleepy now. So you guys enjoy your weekend and I am going to take a short nap! =_= Cya!
