Are you a Belieber?

Hi Readers,

 I stopped listening to the radio and music channels since I started college. So I lost track of new singers, etc. So it was around a year and ago when I learned the existance of Justin Bieber.

I my taste in mucis is varied. I actually listen to everything. When I was a teenage, I would listen to NSync, No Doubt, and whatever was popular. I listen to classical music lately because it inspires me for writing my short stories and there's also some K-pop. Classical? I listen to Joe Hisaishi!

Yup he is a music composer. I always listen to 'Hana-Bi' when I am writing emotional scenes. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=plwNHYvyWA4

It starts slowly but goes epic. :3 I also came to like Kanon Wakeshima. I listen to it alot for writing my horror short stories.

K-Pop? Lee Soo Young!

Her voice is just magical. I always listen to 'A love to kill'. It's simply beautiful. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_M1r5eaL2A 

This song made me fall in love with her voice. Can you feel her emotions in the song? It's as if she is sad and is in pain. Every time I have a headache, her music is my pain killer.

Last but not least: Lee Sun Hee! I absolutely love her! If I die and reborn again, I would ask God to give me her voice. Her voice is eternally young. The first song I ever listen is 'Fate'.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r9GEfeizulk

When I discovered how old she is, I was like: 'What? No way! How can this be?'.

So back to the main topic, I saw this from Justin Bieber.

What is this suppose to mean? O.o I found thiscomment on youtube: 'YH! THIS IS CRAP. JUSTIN BEIBER IS A F*****G FAGGOT, BLODDY STUPID SILLY T**T B****D AND A YANK WHO NEEDS A POTTY. NO OFFENCE JUSTIN LOL!' Ok! This guy says he is a faggot but he has a girlffriend. Isn't that girl Selena Gomez? I'm not stalking him or anything but you can find pretty much anything from the internet. On top of that, this person called him a yank... Give me a moment...a yank! Isn't a yank refered to an american? But he's canadian! O.o

I listened to a couple of his song and it's not bad. I mean he's not my favourite singer or anything his voice is not that terrible. Why all the hatred? o.o The nasty comments on him never stop and believe it or not, there's even a Justin Bieber hate club on facebook. What!? You guys hate him that much? lol What did this guy has done to you? After watching a few videos, I think I know why some people hate him. The same goes to Paris Hilton. There's a feeling of arrogance there. An air of superiority when he looks at you: 'I'm too hot for you!'. I watched an interview of him on David Letterman. At some moment of the interview, you could hear the female fans screaming/cheering on him. David says: 'Can you hear that?' Justin says (something along the line): 'I know! *smiles innocently*. It's as if he's saying: 'Of course because I'm Justin Bieber!'. haha Guys stop hating on him. What do you expect? He's a child that became famous and he grew up on the spotlight.

That being said, I don't hate him because he didn't do anything to me. He is not the mistress who screwed my relationship, he didn't slap me, and he didn't break my chopsticks. Why should I care? I just find it silly that some people hate other people for no valid reasons. It takes me alot to be angry and to hate someone so I can't hate him just because he has a high esteem of himself. By the way, I never hated someone for no reasons. Hating and being hated is not cool! Nobody is perfect.

So this post will end here but I feel there's a spark missing. I don't know what it is. Anyway, I'm feeling much better now. 10 years of knowing that guy and saying farewell right after is hard. But I eat like usual now and I gained back the weight I lost. Great! >_> I was happy but unhappy at the same time. I planned to lose the extra weight so I can look great in my bikini. Come on! I have a long summer vacation so what should I do? Flirt!!! XD Seriously, I am feeling better now. Of course there are some moments here and there when I'm lost in the past. I went out alot the past few days and it felt great. The only moment I was angry was last saturday. Me and Melissa were walking past Birks and there was this huge engagement diamond ring. I was like: 'DAMN YOU!!!! THE PROMISE YOU MADE!!!' Melissa had to stop me from hitting the window display.

Have a nice week! :)

Lovesick

I still feel gloomy since last wednesday. Being dumped isn't fun. I started to eat well last night but I resolved back to the old sad habit. I thought that maybe there is a chance for us to be like before. Until the mistress called me and told me the person I cared for was hurting himself. It hurts me too. I was mad for the cheating but then became sad. The pain in the chest, the tears that come out, and the staring out of the window started all over again. I explained her the poor past of that man and how he was able to stand strong.

When I wake up every morning, it feels like everything was just a bad dream but it isn't. A sad dream... I lost my appetite again. But I still try to swallow the food and wipe my tears at the same time. I am still in denial, still in disbelief.

Today I cried and my mother cried as well. Wait a minute... Why did she cry? Because she really wanted us to be together. Why did he has to give up to quickly? It's that mistress damn it!!! >:( I really curse the day she met him. I guess we were not distined to be together. I want to go against destiny and decide of how my life should end.

Well...it's not easy for me, not for my mother, not for his mother, and not for him. Let's all grow up stronger silently. Read my blog my dear. Do not neglect yourself my dear. Believe in my words my dear. Trust me my dear. To know happiness, you must know sadness.  I'll be watching you! *_*

This is like my online diary and it feels great. I promess you that next post will be more fun! I already have a topic in mind. :P Stay tuned because all of you will be like 'ZOMG' @_@ Hint: Belieber! haha XD

This stupid strike is making me insane. I wonder when it will stop. I just want to finish school and get going with other things. ..Hey!! LOOK!!!

Beautiful isn't? If you are tired, sit down for a bit. When you are done thinking and crying, continue to walk because there's a path waiting for you! :) So this post is dedicated for you my dear! XD

A funeral for myself

Someone very dear to me died last wednesday. I cried and cried and...cried again. That person was me. I was spit on, my trust was raped, and I was kicked in the face. I was hurt. My chest was stabbed a million times. I cried for myself. I pitied myself. I stopped eating. Stopped drinking water. Stopped sleeping. Stopped enjoying the bright sun. I enclosed myself in a dark coffin and continued to cry. I killed and buried myself.

Today is a new day when I woke up this morning and a new person was born again. I am a new Gloria with hope and love to sgive. I kissed goodbye to the old me. I still feel a little sad that I died but I'm glad I can continue on living. I will still cry for the next fw days for my old self but I think I should get back on my feet.

I've learned alot. Your lover can betray you, you can loose a friend, but your parents will love you no matter what. I loved too much, gave too much forgetting that anything is unpredictable. Anything can happen and end right before your eyes. I forgot that important notion and I have to pay the consequences.

This is probably one of the darkest time in my life but I hope I can move on gradually from my own death. The old Gloria is very similar to the new one. However there's something the new Gloria in me learned. This world is disgusting and hopeless. You must accept it how it is and prepare yourself to live in it because you won't survive if you don't.

I want to thank all my friends who consoled me when I was about to die. I'm glad that I have friends who have a good conscious and would never hurt me. Truly thank you!

I will continue to write in this blog! No Worries!  Follow the rollercoster of my life.

Pain is love and love is pain...

When things go overboard...

Hello readers,

I'm sick and tired of this student strike. I don't mind if they do a strike but when it turns into violence, it is not acceptable. To remind you all, I didn't go back to school since end of February. That being said, I only did my mid terms.

The manifestation began with the students walking on the streets with banners. Ok...I have nothing against that. Few weeks later, the manifestation was held during that night in downtown and they broke shopwindows, cars, etc. Why destroying the windows? Do you thing you can chage the minds of the politicians by doing so? Few weeks later, they threw rocks to a building where those politicians meeting take place. Then the police came over and it was total chaos. The viking was still here back then and to have someone abroad see something like this from my country is embarassing. We look like savages!!!

Like it wasn't enough, they decided to do the manifestation in underwear. Are they nuts? I am a modest person but I don't mind people wearing bikinis. I mean there's a place and time or everything. You want to walk around in a bikini? Fine! Do it in your backyard or to the beach. But why this??? What is the logic in there? Were they trying to sexually tempt the politicians to remove the fees? Why not doing this naked since you are at it?

From the newspaper

Think about it. Who are those students? They are the future leader of my country and they will serve Canada. You, readers of my blog, should put yourself in my shoes. This is on national news. Now let me ask you something. Would you let one of those girls, wearing a bra and thong in public, be the homeroom teacher of your toddler? A teacher has alot of influence to children. You think they can be a role model for your children? That guy in the picture could be our future government. What do you think? I think it's a joke. You can have a manifestation. I don't care but do it with dignity. You don't need to break things in order to get your point across. Destroying things is vandalism. Students have even thrown smoke bomb into the subway and the entire place was shut down for the entire morning causing traffic, etc. Do you want to have a criminal record for doing something like this? It's not worth destroying your future over stupidity like this. Whatever you do, voice yourself in a professional manner because Quebec is the laughing stock right now. *sigh*

Like it wasn't enough, I saw this: "J’ai 67 ans et au début je disais que les étudiants exagéraient… Ça va faire, une loi spéciale n’est pas la solution! Hier soir mon épouse et moi sommes allé rejoindre les jeunes dans la rue. Un policier a traité ma femme de vieille peau, ...alors je me suis approché pour lui dire ma façon de penser et il m’a aspergé de poivre. C’est un Black Bloc qui est venu m’aider et m’a mis un liquide dans les yeux qui a soulagé mes souffrances. Avant j’avais peur des jeunes masqués du Black Bloc… Plus maintenant. Maintenant j’ai peur des jeunes masqués du SPVM." Source is from here: http://www2.lactualite.com/jean-francois-lisee/du-courrier-en-attendant-la-loi-speciale/12938/

For those who can't read french, this is what hapenned. An old couple went into the middle of the riot when a cop called the old lady lady as old hag. The husband wasn't happy and challenged the cop. The young police officer used pepper spray on him and the old man was scared till he crapped in his pants. Now I have a serious issue over this. Why on earth would an old couple go there? Don't they have anything else to do instead of risking their life? I mean you have wild students vs. brute cops and they had to go in the middle of all this. Are they crazy? I wouldn't even go there in the first place. You are curious and what to know what is happening? Watch the news!!! I would never sned my grandmother in the middle of that! I mean ...come on people!!! You don't need a school degree to know that it's a danger zone over there.

Am I missing something or are these people really stupid and crazy? Anyways, the result of last vote in favour for the strike was 52%. So it's very close. 48% were not in favour for the strike but yet I have a feeling that everyone believes that all the students in general want this crap which is not the case. The voices of those against the strike are not heard.

Thank you for reading and I do feel much better once again! Goodnight! :)



Happy Mother's Day!!!!! XD

So today it's mother's day! :) My mom is very lovely! XD I also believe other mothers are lovely as well.

Well that was months ago. So I ordered a gift for her. It is a book about knitting flowers. Knitting used to be her hobby. Now she is too busy for work.

Cute book isn't it? I received it by mail. It was in a box all wrapped up sitting on my desk. But I saw the front plastic all ripped off. OMD! Did she open the box? My mom came downstairs with her bowl of rice.

Me: Mom! Did you open the package? You shouldn't have!!!

Mom: Huh? What?

Me: You ruined your own surprise!

Mom: What? It's a surprise for me? XD But I didn't open it!

Me: *checks the package and indeed it wasn't open. The wrapper was slightly ripped but that was all* But I thought you opened!!!

Mom: What's in there?

Me: I'm not telling you...it's a surprise. You'll have to wait.

Mom: No way! I can't wait that long. It looks flat...it's a book.

Me: @_@ Oh my goodness! Stop guessing!!! You are ruining your own gift.

Mom: HAHA Just tell me what it is?

Me: No!

Mom: Well at least give me a hint.

Me: No!

Mom: *continues to nag me non stop*

Me: Well...you can make cute outfit with this.

Mom: Aww! It's a knitting book!

Me: T.T

I just gave up and handed her the gift. Well at least she was very happy.

My mom can also be very careless. I fnished school and asked her to make fish and chips when I get home. So when i got home, I took my plate and noticed something weird. Why is my fish burn on one side only? the other side is all mushy! @_@ And the potatoes!!! These aren't slices of potatoes but chicken nuggets!!!!!!! I went to her...

Me: Mom! These aren't potatoes but chicken nuggets! Why don't you take this seriously? I'm soo hungry!

Mom: Wait! *looks at the chicken nuggets* But i thought those were dollar potatoes. They look very alike. O.O

Me: and...the fish? ho can you explain?

Mom: I thought yoru grandma would flip it for me.

Me: @_@ *facepalm*

So that's my mom. =_= Yesterday, my mom left a voicemail and my mom listen to it.

Mom: *listens* mhmm......ok.......uhuh...

Me: * Is she talking to the voicemail?* @_@

Mom*listens to the voicemail* hahaha ok..bye

Me: Mom..that's a voicemail! O.O

Mom: oh! haha i forot! XD

Unblievable! Those sound cute and all but I swear that sometimes I just want to put a tape on her mouth and hang her in the cupboard. Anyways, don't forget that your mother will always love you no matter what. Your lover can cheat on you, you can lose friends, etc, but your mom will never betray you. So have a nice day everyone! Bye :)

ps. Sorry for grammar mistakes. I usually correct everything but I'm more in a hurry than usual. XD Have a nice week!

Most embarassing moments part 2...

Hello friends,

Before I write the 'true' content of this post, I would like to update a little of my school semester. I know you guys probably care little about this matter but I need to get it off my chest. OK!!??? So, we are still on strike. This is getting bad. I want to finish my semester but I became lazy for doing nothing. *sigh* I wish someone could stress me a little so I could review my school stuff a little because I almost forgot everything. That's terrible! =_= Anyway, if we're not going back to school by the end of May, I feel like going to be mental. Now we can move on to the main topic! :3

I remember writing a post before about embarassing situations I went through. Those weren't enough! Trust me on this one. These are surely the MOST ultimate embarassing moments anyone could go through. Shall we begin?

Sometimes, I just say innapropriate things in absolutely wrong moment. I SWEAR I NEVER MEANT TO SAY THOSE STUFF!!! I just feel like a devil is controling my tongue and wants to make me hated by everyone. These happen on rare occasions when my mind is elsewhere. Here's the thing. I just say the total opposite of what I'm thinking. The first time it ever hapenned was when a distant cousin came over to visit from Germany or Algeria. I can't remember where she's from... Anyway, we set a day so I could show her around Montreal and we went to eat ice cream in the evening. So she proposed to pay...

Cousin: I'll pay you!

Me: Nah! I can pay myself! Thank you are soo nice!

Cousin: No! No! I insist.

Me: Don't be like this...

Cousin: Come on it's just ice cream. *hands in the monney to the cashier*

Me: (What I planned to say: Thank you! I'll pay you back!) Ummm ok! But I'm not paying you back! So don't regret it!

OMD! Her look on her face was like 'What!?' and even the cashier lady looked at me weirdly. I swear that at that moment, I just wanted to find a cauldron and put my head in head to hide. I was like: 'Shit! What am I saying?' I explained to her what I really meant and her look was like: 'uhuh...' and she just smiled at me. She went back to her country the next day.

The second time it hapenned was less embarassing but it still hapenned. Another cousin was visiting over during winter from France. He went to visit downtown and came back by subway so he called us to pick him up. I answered the phone and this is how the conversation went:

Cousin: I'm at the subway.

Me: Ok! Which exit are you?

Cousin: Hmmm...I'm not sure myself. I see an empty parking lot.

Me: Alright! I know where you are. Just stay there. We're coming.

Cousin: Ok!

Me: (What I planned to say: Wait inside because it's very snowy.) Wait for us outside because it's cold.

Cousin: haha

Me: *Oh snap! It hapenned again!!!* ...haha...I meant you wait inside...

The third situation was when I was with Thany and thank Douglas he didn't take it seriously. I asked him for a huge favour which I couldn't remember and he really helped me alot.

Me: (What I planned to say: Thank you soo much! I really appreciate it!) I hate you so go to hell.

Thany: HUH!?

I'm telling you! I'm very good mannered...I just don't know why hapenned.

The fourth time it hapenned, this is the worst of all, was to Isabelle. She is an angel. Why??? So she asked if my mom could fix her uniform because my mom is a seamstress.

Isabelle: I can pay your mom.

Me: Oh don't worry about it. I can help you out.

Isabelle: So maybe I can treat you to something Gloria?

Me: I insist! I don't mind helping friends.

Isabelle: Ok! Thank you Gloria! If you need something, let me know.

Me: (What I planned to say: I don't want anything in return. It's not like I am obsessed with monney.) Ok! I want monney and if so, give me cash. I love monney.

I swear that after what I've said, my hands became sweaty. I told myself '...This is it! She's not going to be my friend anymore.' I quickly explained her that it wasn't what I wanted to say. Isabelle is still my friend by the way and I am extremely lucky to get out of it safe.

So that time hapenned about two years ago. It sucks because people would misunderstand me for a rude person which I'm not. I'm sure you are wondering why I did say stuff like that. Well I have no clue myself. I would like to go back in time if there's a time machine. =_=

Anyway, thank you for reading and tell your friends to read too. The more view my blog has, the more I want to continue to write. Stay tuned for 'embarassing moment part 3'! Oh yeah! That one is extreme. =_= This story will be told next time in the future! XD

Some more of Gloria's daily life

Hi readers,

I'm not really happy right now. I feel like banging my head against a wall. The reason is because school is still on strike. So what is this strike all about? Well here it is:

Before the raise
2006-2007 : 2206 $

Before the new raise
2011-2012 : 2890 $ +31 % (compared to  2007)

Before the new raise
2016-2017 : 4700 $ + 143 % (compared to 2007)

The informations could be found here: http://www.bloquonslahausse.com/

I didn't watch the news lately so I am late on what is happening. I know some of you, students on strike, want to pay cheaper but look! My career is now in danger because of all of this! I just have 6 more courses...why can't we just finish this? *sigh* When I will be graduating and be present to an interview, they will think of me as a rebel that walked naked during the manifestation today which I'm not even part of it. So there was a vote at school last monday to decide if the strike should continue or not. What a waste of time it was! I paid the subway ticket and went to a 30 minutes ride to school. I was going to vote for the 'Return to class' option. While I was walking in the school, I saw this...

Translation: Because the strike is social, communal, mobilizing, and creative education, it is very important.

Please read the translation I wrote above. What the hell is that suppose to mean? Anyway, I went upstairs to the second floor and saw this nice drawing on the wall...

Ahem...Nice drawing here but what is this related to the situation we are in? Anyway, I finally arrived at the room indicated for the voting but found out a guy doing a speech instead. I sat on a chair near a girl and whispered:

Me: ummm Excuse me! Can you tell me what is going on? Where is the vote taking place?

Girl: *smiles* The vote is over. This is a meeting for taking appointment of the next meeting.

Me: ... =_='' No way!

Girl: I'm afraid it is...

So the vote was already over!!! So I spent the next 30 minutes taking the subway back ome and started to scram with Thany for my tax report. Next time there's a vote, COUNT ME OUT!!! I'm not going waste my time and monney for a bunch of artist drawing on the walls!

Anyway, days have passed and today was nice. Thany earned free tickets for the movie 'Avengers'.

It also included a set of free candy, popcorn, and drink for each ticket. Awesome! XD We also had other free gifts. About the movie, I give it 7/10. Here is how I calculated the score.

-1 : I am not into marvel comics.
-2 : The movie we watched was dubbed in french.
-1 : The bad guy had a sceptor that looked like some...plastic flashy toy. Couldn't make it look more serious?
-1 : The aliens/monsters, don't know what those are, reminded me of Power Rangers.
-1 : the 3D effect gave me a headache.
-1 : I was a little lost because f the plot. I think I should of watch Thor, Hulk, Iron Man, and Captain American before watching this movie.
+3 : The guy acting as Spark is damn hot!
+2 : The girl acting as the red head assassin is also hot!
+2 : I loved the fighting scenes!
+2 : Special effects were awesome!
+1 : I had free food along with me.
+4 : The whole experience was free!!!

It's a nice entertaining movie afterall. But seriously, I would enjoy it much more if I watched the related movies beforehand. Anyway, tomorrow is another long day and I hope you guys will stay tuned for next post!

Bye XD