Mama, I love you...

Hi everyone,

So things have not been to great lately. Everything was fine until sunday morning when mom didn't feel well. Long story short, we called an ambulance and went to the hospital. After spending the afternoon there, the doctor said it was gastro. We came back home in the evening and she went to rest. She is feeling better today but she stays in bed most of the time. I think she will recover in a few days.

My mom is the backbone of the house. I got to admit that she works really hard and does her best. She wants me to focus on my studies and she would take care of the rest. I had nothing to worry about. Now that she's sick, she can't be the backbone for a while. Guess who it is now? It's me. I feel really nervous by all the stuff have to do. I have to take care of mom (which I don't mind), but I have to cook, take care of granny because she is beginning to feel sick as well, and my uncle is following the same path as her. My studies must be delayed so I don't know how I can catch up to all of this. Granny and uncle should not be sick because I'm not in a position to take care of everyone.

There's a lot to say. Granny doesn't stay put. She goes here and there, cleaning, and washing. Then, she complains that she doesn't feel ok. Well, how about you reduce the unecessary things or just postpone your activity grandma? My uncle comes from work at five and his meal has to be done. Honnestly, I would just cook for myself and mom becasue she's in bed. My grandma insists on cooking for him which I have an obligation to do it for him as well. =_=

What more? The telephone. lol I swear everytime it rangs, I get edgy. The last person I want to talk with is my dad. I understand he's worried about my mom and everything but he doesn't need to call twice a day. Give me and mom a break. She's not in a mood to talk and she just wants to rest. What is it so difficult to understand. So I doing something for grandma and my cellphone is ranging. It's dad...again. =_= The thing that annoys me the most is when people give advices that make no sense at all.

Person A: Oh! Your mom is sick? Tell her to mix salt with orange juice. It will help her. She needs to be hydrated
Me *What!?* Ummm but isn't salt supposed to make her dryer?
Person A: No. Just follow my instructions.

Person B: If there's anything she needs, tell her to call me. Give her my phone number!
Me: What do you mean when you say by 'if she needs anything'?
Person B: I mean like if she feels like fainting, or she doesn't feel well...
Me: well...ok
Person B: Do you have a paper and pencil? I'll give you my number.
Me: That won't be necessary. I already have your number in my cellphone.
Person B: No write it down right now and give it to her.
ME: ...

What the hell is going on? If my mom doesn't feel well, she MUST call 911.

Dad: Do you have school today?
Me: No.
Dad: Good! Take care of yoru mom.
Me: I am.
Dad: Tell her to *urgh not again @_@* eat light food. Did the doctor give her any medecine?
Me: No.
Dad: How come? The doctor should at least give her something.
Me: Well, that's what the doc said. *Ten he scolds me as if I didn't want to give her any prescriptions. What the hell? I'm not a doctor so how am I supposed to know? The doctor said she will be ok and she just needs to rest well and drink water. He's the pro and he spent more than 10 years of his life to become a doctor. So how about we trust him?*
Dad: Do you have school tomorrow?
Me: Yes.
Dad: Skip it and ake care of yoru mom.
Me: ....Do you want me to skip my class on thursday as well?
Dad: You should.
Me: Then next week's class as well?

I mean, yes I'm glad people give advices and want my mom to recover fast but if you can't be of any help, don't tell me what to do! Why doesn't he come here and help as well instead of giving me orders? Anyways, I'm just pissed on so many levels. Let's not go any further than this! I am doing my best here! OK!!!??? > : (

Anyways, I hope mom will feel better tomorrow. I love her and seriously, I'm sacrificing a lot for her so it really bothers me when people talk as if I did nothing. Here uncle! Eat your burnt dumpings!!!!