Feeling bitter!? >_>

Hi everyone,

 

I'm possibly in deep crap right now due to many things considering school. So to begin with, there's a good new. I booked the job. :) Now the bad new, it is extremely far. It takes me almost an hour and a half to get there. Yikes!!!! But at least, it's just temporary. A staff is on vacation and I'm replacing that person. So it's good with me. I'll probably find a part time job closer to my home. That being said, I'll be working 3 times a week which is something I didn't expect at all. I'll be working 19 hours this week when I thought I'd be working for 10 hours a week. Maybe it's just the training and things will change afterwards. Anyways, we'll see if I can still manage everything.

 

So beside the job, it was a long week. I went to meet up with a friend last Friday. Then, my aunt came over last Saturday and she slept over and finally leaving today. So we went to a restaurant. Then yesterday, I went to a restaurant with a bunch of friends again. Then today, my aunt insisted on going shopping with my mom. I didn't really want to because I have a lot to catch up with my studies but she insisted and insisted and my mom was like: "Go eat breakfast and get dressed. You're coming." Really? My mom whispered to me that she won't spend anything. As a result, we spent more than a hundred. =_=" lol But I got a lot of goodies so I can't complain about it. The next thing that scares me is the credit card bill which should appear soon. That will hurt really bad. @_@ Well, that's why I have a job right? :3

 

So here's a side note before you continue reading. Yes, it's been a year after my break-up and I try avoiding any subject related to weddings because you know....someone is feeling bitter here. *cough cough me cough* When we came back home, everything was just fine and we suddenly got a phone call. It was my neighbor. My mom chatted with her for a moment and hanged up: "She's coming to hand over her son's wedding invitation." No shit! =_= It was the last thing I wanted to hear. So when my neighbor came, she was all happy and joyful. She handed over the cute pink colourful wedding invitation. Jeez.... >_> I smiled at her and congratulated the fiancé of her son. But deep inside of me I was like: "This is supposed to be my wedding. X_X" On top of that, I just wanted to tear the invitation to pieces. lol But honestly, I am really happy for them. The two partners getting married were both 29 and I think about myself. I just got 27 so I still have some time. :3 hehe

 

I do want to get married :( and have a cute baby. Look at this!

 

 

Isn't this cute? Omg!!!! @_@ I want one for my child. How can you not find this adorable? Bunny is chilling with her friend Clyde in the car. So cuuuute! I can't wait to have a child. I have to find myself a guy first. =_= If not, I'm just going to adopt one. :D

 

That's all for now! Have a great week.