Me? Sexy?

Hi everyone,

 

So the weekend has began. I was supposed  to go eat to an Indian restaurant today with friends but it is rainy, windy, cold,...brrrrr. So it was canceled. Just looking at the grey sky, it feels depressing already. :\ But, I have a good new. I received my grades and I passed all my courses. :O Awesome!!!! If I pass this summer course as well, it means I won't have to register to any courses this autumn. :D Finally, all these book breathing, the pens I completely finished, the stress, you name it,....are coming to a rewarding ending. 

 

I don't think I will work right away. I still have some personal projects to work on. So I will probably take a year off. That being said, there's a second good new. :) I got a call from a friend of one of a good friend of mine. I was offered a part time job. @_@ Things wouldn't get better. It's as if God read my mind. I will have some pocket money and I have to pay off the school debt I borrowed when I was back at Concordia university. It's not that much anyways so I'm not to concerned about it. But I can finally buy myself stuff, shopping, going out, etc without thinking that I have to save for school because I will be done. :D But it's not confirmed I have the job yet. She'll talk to her boss and I wait for the results. I can finally refresh my wardrobe. @_@ Oh yeah bitches!!!

 

So it's my birthday next week and I'm not really excited about it. I don't mind celebrating other people's birthdays but when it's mine, I just don't want to hear about it. The reason is that I don't want to know that I'm getting older. It could also be the fact that I have never celebrated my own birthday so it feels kind of awkward. I celebrated once when I was 6 years old but that was it. So it became a habit I guess...of not wanting to feel special on a special occasion and I hate getting attention.

 

This reminds me of something. I have an old picture of myself standing by a bridge on facebook. I just look plain normal. Then, it followed that a friend commented Sexy in a grey jacket! You looking nice glo!. Really? lol I did giggled and commented back that it was an ok picture to me and I even had my eyes closed because of the sunlight. But I really do look normal when I look at myself in the picture. He replied But that's the problem. If you don't think you're sexy, then who will? Right. He got a point. I know many other girls with low self-esteem. Do feel sexy! Do feel comfortable with yourself! It doesn't matter if your belly sticking out or if you have a pimple here and there. Being sexy is not just about wearing a mini-skirt and showing up your boobs. You can still be wearing a winter coat and work it off. You can be sexy in a tasteful manner. Nowadays, the magazines show otherwise of what a woman should look like. That's just bull! Anyway, it's time for me to study. So have a great weekend and be sexy! :)