I can officially say that I finished summer school but can't say I finished school. Honestly, the final exam was mad hard!!!!! I wasn't able to finish half my exam. There was so much to do and I am not even sure if I calculated the right things. Damn! =_= Anyways, if it is meant that I have to repeat it again, I'll just do it. End of story!
So I was supposed to finish this summer semester along with two fellow classmates with whom I grew very close with. One of them is moving out to Calgary. This isn't fair for me. Nixon is planning on moving next year and now I have another friend moving as well. The heck!? She bought her ticket and she is moving right after her other summer course ends. It sucks big time. It seriously sucks. So after the exam yesterday, we stayed a little longer to discuss with other students about the exam. We had to stay a little though to finish up our homework. So when she was done with her part, she gave us a big hug for the great teamwork. I told her: "This is the last time we will see each other." She was like: "HEH? What are you saying?"
Me: Well this is the last time you will see my face. You are moving right?
Her: :/ ...No I don't want this to be the last time.
Me: *Smiles* but you are the one who decided to move.
Her: No way.....
Me: Yes maam...
She gave me one last hug and walked towards the door. I saw a glimpse of her face and she was wiping her tears. :/ Damn I hate that! I will not see her again. People told me that I can still keep in touch with phone and visiting. But it's not the same thing. Whether you want it or not, you will loose contact as time goes by. You just can't deny it. It's not something that we all want but it's just natural. Far from the eyes, far from the heart. There's a different case though where Eva moved to Hamilton and I wasn't to affected by it because it's only temporary and she mentioned that she will come back eventually. But you will loose contact unless it's family. Sigh. I hate saying goodbyes and I hate it when people leave my side. :( I know I will be in pain as well when Nixon will leave....
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